Suicide partner had a stroke

[Whydid]

The person I planned to die with had a stroke yesterday. It's been over a year since we have been planning and now he's in the hospital. He cannot use words properly when I speak to him on the phone. He is saying to give it a few days but oh my fucking god, we were absolutely ready to go and he was ready to get on the plane and now I have NO goddamn clue as to what to do. I can't plan with someone who is literally unable to use words.

I don't know what to do now. I'm too exhausted to try to find another partner. I just want this to end. We had originally planned to use CO but switched methods to SN.

Dear lord why.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, I also feel tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[skatergirl]

The person I planned to die with had a stroke yesterday. It's been over a year since we have been planning and now he's in the hospital. He cannot use words properly when I speak to him on the phone. He is saying to give it a few days but oh my fucking god, we were absolutely ready to go and he was ready to get on the plane and now I have NO goddamn clue as to what to do. I can't plan with someone who is literally unable to use words.

I don't know what to do now. I'm too exhausted to try to find another partner. I just want this to end. We had originally planned to use CO but switched methods to SN.

Dear lord why.

I'll do it with u I'm from Ireland

 

[Heidi48]

The person I planned to die with had a stroke yesterday. It's been over a year since we have been planning and now he's in the hospital. He cannot use words properly when I speak to him on the phone. He is saying to give it a few days but oh my fucking god, we were absolutely ready to go and he was ready to get on the plane and now I have NO goddamn clue as to what to do. I can't plan with someone who is literally unable to use words.

I don't know what to do now. I'm too exhausted to try to find another partner. I just want this to end. We had originally planned to use CO but switched methods to SN.

Dear lord why.

i know easier said than done, but try not panic-give it a few days before making any decisions.
i worked in a stroke unit for years as a healthcare professional and seen patients go from no speech/ severe one sided limb weakness one day and almost back to normal a few days later.

 

[rozeske]

Having a stroke and not being able to execute your plan is the last thing you would want when planning for an attempt. I hope it's a reversible one and they are alright now.

 

[L'absent]

Having a stroke and not being able to execute your plan is the last thing you would want when planning for an attempt. I hope it's a reversible one and they are alright now.

Unfortunately, life can make us disabled at any time. Better to escape from this existence as soon as possible. I am very sorry.

 

[Whydid]

Having a stroke and not being able to execute your plan is the last thing you would want when planning for an attempt. I hope it's a reversible one and they are alright now.

I know right? Like absolutely unable to execute words for the first week or so. It has gradually gotten better for him but for us suicidal folks, that's like the last fucking thing we want and are hyper aware of dangers. He should be allowed to get euthanasia if he wants. But Ofc…no.