Nem
Drs suck mega ass!
- Sep 3, 2018
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For awhile now whenever I get frustrated I swear out loud. I work with people in a sales position and I made a huge screw up. After finishing at the customers house, I went to my car that was about two houses down and I was checking messages and one of them was from a previous call that mentioned they had gone with another company.
I looked at the previous messages and realized I left something out that couldbe gotten the contract. Without thinking I screamed fuck out loud with the windows closed and I looked up and the people whose house I had just been too were in their driveway and I had no idea that they were outside.
I'm most certain they heard me and I felt horrible, I messaged them a few days later and didn't even get a reply. I possibly lost a large commission and felt sick to my stomach since things are tough as it is. Heck, I still feel like an idiot now months later.
Does anyone else have an issue with low patience/irritability that causes one to scream swears out loud? It's a tough habit to break and can cause problems including financial issues, I put this in recovery but I'm struggling with suicide daily
Peace/hugs
I looked at the previous messages and realized I left something out that couldbe gotten the contract. Without thinking I screamed fuck out loud with the windows closed and I looked up and the people whose house I had just been too were in their driveway and I had no idea that they were outside.
I'm most certain they heard me and I felt horrible, I messaged them a few days later and didn't even get a reply. I possibly lost a large commission and felt sick to my stomach since things are tough as it is. Heck, I still feel like an idiot now months later.
Does anyone else have an issue with low patience/irritability that causes one to scream swears out loud? It's a tough habit to break and can cause problems including financial issues, I put this in recovery but I'm struggling with suicide daily
Peace/hugs
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