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skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
Yesterday, I got out of the psych ward after being there for five days, and it's given me a lot to think about. During my time there, I realized that I can't keep living like this. Living in this in between of life and death. I need to make a big decision. Either give it my all to live, or give it my all to die. Unfortunately I have yet to make a final decision. I'm lost and confused as to what I should do. I dont know what I want anymore, or if I really want anything at all. I'm going to take a break from this site to try to decide what to do. Maybe I'll come back maybe I won't. In case I don't I want to wish you all the best of luck in whatever you decide to do. I hope whatever decision I make ends well for me.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
Best of luck as you try to sort it out.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
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Wish you all the best . Hope you clearly understand what you need.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
good luck in finding your peace <3
 
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FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
374
I know someone who descrjbde this site as purgatory, and I thought that description was on point. I wish you luck in figuring out what you want to do
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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Wishing you well sky.
I do understand and remember you are always welcome back and we are here if you need us.
It's what I should do but can't.
Hugs x
 
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