Venting talking

[identitycrisis]

every day i look around. i see everybody conversing, connecting, so naturally. i was once like them. but after life took its toll i'm left a shell of my former self. now everytime i talk there's so much friction and i'm stuck in my head throughout the whole debacle. i don't even know who i am. much less any of my interests. i hate this... i wish i could just relax and be in the moment and naturally connect and flow like i once could. i can't imagine spending the rest of my life like this, all alone, with no one to love, yearning to be normal again... who i've become disturbs me greatly every day all hours of the day. i can't be at peace like this. this misery has to come to an end.

 

[Surai]

Welcome to sasu
I experience this, You are in an even better spot because you are more conscious of this world we live in without having to flow. take it slow and the sad truth of the world will show itself to you