Thank you and Goodbye

[Tokyojoe]

The time has come, there is no way to carry on any more. I am too broken to be fixed and too tired to continue.

I have booked my hotel for 3 nights and have my N ready. I will be checking in tomorrow and plan to do it on the second day of my stay after I enjoy some good food and sake. I will have a private onsen which overlooks Mt. Fuji, a place very special to my heart. I have met many wonderful people here, pls forgive me for not saying goodbye to each of you individually and the site has given me peace in my final days. Thank you and I wish you all peace and the best of luck be it in life or death.

I am exhausted, I need a long rest.

 

[Threads]

Hey, I enjoyed reading your posts, I'm glad that you're finding peace.

Please take care of yourself and enjoy your final evening. Have a shot for us. You're in my thoughts.

 

[MexicanTravels]

Mmmm! Japanese food and some sake sounds good right about now! Sweet dreams!

 

[ouvreyes]

Your last days sound beautiful... enjoy it man. Safe travels.

 

[OkTotti]

How did you get your N. in japan? 2 bottles?

 

[bigj75]

peace to you!

 

[BangBangBang]

Soon you'll get a loooong rest ;)

Good luck I hope you'll find your peace !

 

[N-IsMyHope]

How did you get your N. in japan? 2 bottles?

Curious the same thing as I may want to travel to Japan, get airbnb for receiving mail from A and end it there would be so nice.

 

[Tokyojoe]

How did you get your N. in japan? 2 bottles?

I have dolethal which is a more potent version of n. I managed to source it through my contacts here in jp.

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you all the best Tokyojoe and may you find the peace you need

 

[rabid_squirrel]

I don't know what else to say,you are a wonderful,caring person and strive so hard in life,you had so much potential.You are one of the most diligent people I have ever seen.if you don't deserve a good life,I don't know who should.yet fate dealt such a wicked hand.
I wish all your suffering would end soon,may you find peace,brother.Hopefully I'd join you soon on the other side.

 

[OkTotti]

I have dolethal which is a more potent version of n. I managed to source it through my contacts here in jp.

Thanks , sorry for asking more questions but what about anti vomiting medicine? Do you have those, antiemetics? How will you drink the dolethal? With the help of chocolate?

I think N. is the way i want to go so I want to get as much good info as possible

 

[Tokyojoe]

I don't know what else to say,you are a wonderful,caring person and strive so hard in life,you had so much potential.You are one of the most diligent people I have ever seen.if you don't deserve a good life,I don't know who should.yet fate dealt such a wicked hand.
I wish all your suffering would end soon,may you find peace,brother.Hopefully I'd join you soon on the other side.

thank you, that means a lot to me. See you on the other side.

 

[Tokyojoe]

Thanks , sorry for asking more questions but what about anti vomiting medicine? Do you have those, antiemetics? How will you drink the dolethal? With the help of chocolate?

I think N. is the way i want to go so I want to get as much good info as possible

I am taking N via an enema as I have a very sensitive gut but I will still be taking meto just in case. The good thing about administering this way is I bypass the taste and it would be absorbed quicker than if taken orally.

 

[OkTotti]

I am taking N via an enema as I have a very sensitive gut but I will still be taking meto just in case. The good thing about administering this way is I bypass the taste and it would be absorbed quicker than if taken orally.

interesting.... thanks for the information and good luck, and i hope you find peace. Your pain will end soon....

 

[letmeseethedeath]

The time has come, there is no way to carry on any more. I am too broken to be fixed and too tired to continue.

I have booked my hotel for 3 nights and have my N ready. I will be checking in tomorrow and plan to do it on the second day of my stay after I enjoy some good food and sake. I will have a private onsen which overlooks Mt. Fuji, a place very special to my heart. I have met many wonderful people here, pls forgive me for not saying goodbye to each of you individually and the site has given me peace in my final days. Thank you and I wish you all peace and the best of luck be it in life or death.

I am exhausted, I need a long rest.

I wish you all the best and all the rest, i feel you i wish i could do it too because life is so bad i wanna ctb. anyway good luck my friend, you deserve it. everyone deserves a peaceful end.

 

[naia_]

Wish you a safe and calm journey. May you find true peace on the other side.

 

[Fcancer]

I am taking N via an enema as I have a very sensitive gut but I will still be taking meto just in case. The good thing about administering this way is I bypass the taste and it would be absorbed quicker than if taken orally.

Just out of curiousity, how do you do this way??

Because when I had this done in hospital before a camera biopsy, I was able to hold it for like 5mins then the life came out of me.

 

[Bilbobaggins]

Make sure that you lie on your right hand side after taking the enema. The way that the colon is arranged means that the liquid will stay in better. And use a plug. Safe travels.

 

[Made4TV]

And I hope it is a very peaceful rest.

 

[Tokyojoe]

Just out of curiousity, how do you do this way??

Because when I had this done in hospital before a camera biopsy, I was able to hold it for like 5mins then the life came out of me.

Administer the liquid quickly and apply butt plug then lie on the side.

For those interested in this, you can gather more info on the thread below;

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-enema.4726/

 

[Tokyojoe]

Make sure that you lie on your right hand side after taking the enema. The way that the colon is arranged means that the liquid will stay in better. And use a plug. Safe travels.

Gotcha, thanks. Wishing you all the best!

 

[TiredHorse]

Fair winds and clear skies, Tokyojoe. May you find peace at your journey's end.

 

[naia_]

Make sure that you lie on your right hand side after taking the enema. The way that the colon is arranged means that the liquid will stay in better. And use a plug. Safe travels.

True that.

 

[Goldie]

Wow I'm happy you are doing it. Good luck. All the best.

 

[Zzzzz]

It sounds beautiful. May you find peace.

 

[HopelessKim]

Japanese food, sake, onsen & Mt Fuji, I can't think of a better way to enjoy for the last time the good things that this world has. I hope you find peace

 

[TAW122]

It was nice having you around here and I hope you have a peaceful eternal sleep. Also, that sounds like a good place to enjoy a last meal, a last view, a nice bath, and then finally exiting this cruel awful world.

 

[Fcancer]

Administer the liquid quickly and apply butt plug then lie on the side.

For those interested in this, you can gather more info on the thread below;

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-enema.4726/

Oh yes I see, that was a rather dumb question sorry could have guessed that.

Best of luck!!

 

[sadsoul]

I hope you get that long rest that you deserve so much. Peace to you.