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- Apr 8, 2020
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I have been suicidal since I was 21 years old and the reason why I have never attempted suicide is because of the fear of being permanently disabled if it goes wrong.
I have read so many stories of sucides going wrong and studying the impact on suicide on the body which has made me scared to attempt sucide all these years. These stories listed here scared me the most.
●Train sucide - This story scared me the most. This British woman tried to kill herself by throwing herself infront of a train and ended up losing both her legs.
● Beth Matthews. Beth Matthews tried to kill herself by throwing herself by jumping off a motorway bridge in 2019. She ended up with a collapsed lung, a lacerated spleen, lacerated liver and lacerated stomach, broken legs, broken ankles, a broken femur, an unstable spine fracture and pelvis fractures causing permanent nerve damage.
On her blog and on X she shared the impact her permanent injuries had on her life. She tried so hard to give herself a good life and ended up killing herself successfully a couples of years after her failed suicide attempt.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.ma...ews/beth-matthews-saved-lives-no-26011060.amp
● Failed hanging stories - Jack Barnes. This man tried to kill himself by hanging himself and was left in a vegetative state for two years after his suicide attempt. He eventually died from complications of his illness. But for 2 years he was trapped in a vegetative state that is pure torture.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.wa...s-news/my-son-left-brain-damaged-17448133.amp
Now I am at a stage where my passive suicidal ideation has progressed into severe suicidal ideation. I am now determined to ensure any attempt I do doesn't fail,
I have read so many stories of sucides going wrong and studying the impact on suicide on the body which has made me scared to attempt sucide all these years. These stories listed here scared me the most.
●Train sucide - This story scared me the most. This British woman tried to kill herself by throwing herself infront of a train and ended up losing both her legs.
● Beth Matthews. Beth Matthews tried to kill herself by throwing herself by jumping off a motorway bridge in 2019. She ended up with a collapsed lung, a lacerated spleen, lacerated liver and lacerated stomach, broken legs, broken ankles, a broken femur, an unstable spine fracture and pelvis fractures causing permanent nerve damage.
On her blog and on X she shared the impact her permanent injuries had on her life. She tried so hard to give herself a good life and ended up killing herself successfully a couples of years after her failed suicide attempt.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.ma...ews/beth-matthews-saved-lives-no-26011060.amp
● Failed hanging stories - Jack Barnes. This man tried to kill himself by hanging himself and was left in a vegetative state for two years after his suicide attempt. He eventually died from complications of his illness. But for 2 years he was trapped in a vegetative state that is pure torture.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.wa...s-news/my-son-left-brain-damaged-17448133.amp
Now I am at a stage where my passive suicidal ideation has progressed into severe suicidal ideation. I am now determined to ensure any attempt I do doesn't fail,
