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Venting The reason I will ctb...

KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
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... because I now only cry about memories of my past life 3 years ago. The crying doesn't stop and is so painful. Everything was better 3 years ago. Any distress seemed easily overcome back then. Now I cannot get that life back and have no future. I really cannot take it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be really dreadful what you go through, it's so cruel how people have to suffer so unbearably in this existence. But anyway best wishes.
 
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xinino

xinino

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Mar 31, 2024
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It's fine, just do what you have to do.
 
_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
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KillingPain267 said:
... because I now only cry about memories of my past life 3 years ago. The crying doesn't stop and is so painful. Everything was better 3 years ago. Any distress seemed easily overcome back then. Now I cannot get that life back and have no future. I really cannot take it.
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I also have no future. No emplyer believes in me, its just easier to CTB and forget about this planet.
 
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