disabledlife
Arcanist
- Jun 5, 2020
- 411
I can no longer stand seeing parents procreate in a purely selfish way, with the aim of possessing a child, using them to take photos on social networks, giving the impression that they are perfect parents! Worse still, having children to receive money, benefits, without love or respect for the children!
I hope I will not give in to the temptation of a violent, shocking CTB to punish my country! I always wish CTB peacefully.
I was bullied at school because of my disabilities and my size! The bullies were never punished and my country even protected them. It is only now that my country has decided to punish bullies (they say, but it is a lie), after several high-profile child suicides. I've told the story I had with my childhood town, and association, elsewhere in SaSu forum.
People hate me because I haven't succeeded in my life, people say it's my fault, especially in my family, and reject me, exclude me from their meetings, invitations, parties!
My life could have been brilliant, with studies and good health, but my birth decided otherwise.
I am disabled, I live on a meager income, but I could have continued my studies to be able to be an engineer, doctor, scientist, etc., I had more than the intellectual level and above all a normal standard of living, without having to undergo the extreme poverty to the point of endangering one's health due to lack of money. I still have the intellectual level, but my brain is useless, apart from complaining that the world is going badly because I have all the brains to realize it all the time, I am too old to take up new ideas. studies!
Unfortunately, the healthcare costs, linked to my health, pushed me to stop my studies and say goodbye to a fulfilling professional life, without forgetting a life in good health, which was stolen from me!
I blame my country for not having taken care of my health (and costs) during my studies! I could have continued my studies if I hadn't had health debts!
My parents are also disabled, and mistreated me, never looked after me, made me look like an imaginary patient, to save money. When I became an adult, and I finally saw doctors, they saw the extent of the damage to my health!
It also took me 40 years to be diagnosed with Asperger's autism. I also suffer from my height, I suffer from fatigue, I have a genetic disease. And yet, my country could have done something to prevent my parents from being able to procreate, but my country inherited many laws from a fascist regime during the Second World War.
This regime which favors the family at all costs, gives medals to large families, and money for each child created, reductions for large families, etc. But then rejects the disabled, even though he sought to create them!
This country is the only one to allow childbirth under in contempt of the right to access to origins, which is a human right!
It is even more serious if the child is sick and the family health history is impossible to obtain because the biological parents remain secret!
This country continues to make the population believe that it will evolve on the right to euthanasia or assisted suicide, but these are lies. Indeed, political presidents are doing everything to postpone these developments indefinitely.
Worse still, our president asked THE POPE (who came to see him) what he thinks of the bills on chosen end of life! Everything is hypocritical. And yet, our country keeps saying that it is secular and democratic!
In the meantime, I am forced to live poor, struggling to survive, especially at the end of the month, not being able to replace my broken devices (planned obsolescence), due to lack of financial means. Inflation due to the war in Ukraine has made the situation worse. And we are harassed that Russia is bad, but I also see bad people on the Western side, no one is good in fact! As long as it sells weapons, long live capitalism.
I would have preferred never to be born, especially in a world where births are despised, the disabled rejected, pushed aside instead of benefiting from euthanasia or assisted suicide, in a world filled with electronic devices with planned obsolescence, and which we must nevertheless have in order to live. The world is individualistic, people are manipulated by social networks, especially the internet giants. George Orwell's 1984 is coming to fruition. Idiocracy (the film) too. Today, it is impossible to live without the internet or applications, particularly for vital procedures, work, transport, etc. You need internet to access SaSu too. You must always buy again, so don't be poor!
I hope I will not give in to the temptation of a violent, shocking CTB to punish my country! I always wish CTB peacefully.
I was bullied at school because of my disabilities and my size! The bullies were never punished and my country even protected them. It is only now that my country has decided to punish bullies (they say, but it is a lie), after several high-profile child suicides. I've told the story I had with my childhood town, and association, elsewhere in SaSu forum.
People hate me because I haven't succeeded in my life, people say it's my fault, especially in my family, and reject me, exclude me from their meetings, invitations, parties!
My life could have been brilliant, with studies and good health, but my birth decided otherwise.
I am disabled, I live on a meager income, but I could have continued my studies to be able to be an engineer, doctor, scientist, etc., I had more than the intellectual level and above all a normal standard of living, without having to undergo the extreme poverty to the point of endangering one's health due to lack of money. I still have the intellectual level, but my brain is useless, apart from complaining that the world is going badly because I have all the brains to realize it all the time, I am too old to take up new ideas. studies!
Unfortunately, the healthcare costs, linked to my health, pushed me to stop my studies and say goodbye to a fulfilling professional life, without forgetting a life in good health, which was stolen from me!
I blame my country for not having taken care of my health (and costs) during my studies! I could have continued my studies if I hadn't had health debts!
My parents are also disabled, and mistreated me, never looked after me, made me look like an imaginary patient, to save money. When I became an adult, and I finally saw doctors, they saw the extent of the damage to my health!
It also took me 40 years to be diagnosed with Asperger's autism. I also suffer from my height, I suffer from fatigue, I have a genetic disease. And yet, my country could have done something to prevent my parents from being able to procreate, but my country inherited many laws from a fascist regime during the Second World War.
This regime which favors the family at all costs, gives medals to large families, and money for each child created, reductions for large families, etc. But then rejects the disabled, even though he sought to create them!
This country is the only one to allow childbirth under in contempt of the right to access to origins, which is a human right!
It is even more serious if the child is sick and the family health history is impossible to obtain because the biological parents remain secret!
This country continues to make the population believe that it will evolve on the right to euthanasia or assisted suicide, but these are lies. Indeed, political presidents are doing everything to postpone these developments indefinitely.
Worse still, our president asked THE POPE (who came to see him) what he thinks of the bills on chosen end of life! Everything is hypocritical. And yet, our country keeps saying that it is secular and democratic!
In the meantime, I am forced to live poor, struggling to survive, especially at the end of the month, not being able to replace my broken devices (planned obsolescence), due to lack of financial means. Inflation due to the war in Ukraine has made the situation worse. And we are harassed that Russia is bad, but I also see bad people on the Western side, no one is good in fact! As long as it sells weapons, long live capitalism.
I would have preferred never to be born, especially in a world where births are despised, the disabled rejected, pushed aside instead of benefiting from euthanasia or assisted suicide, in a world filled with electronic devices with planned obsolescence, and which we must nevertheless have in order to live. The world is individualistic, people are manipulated by social networks, especially the internet giants. George Orwell's 1984 is coming to fruition. Idiocracy (the film) too. Today, it is impossible to live without the internet or applications, particularly for vital procedures, work, transport, etc. You need internet to access SaSu too. You must always buy again, so don't be poor!
