Finally managed to secure the money to buy my sn and all of a sudden every local market place has scrubbed off the advert for sn. I'm not sure if it's all of a sudden starting to be "famous" and started being regulated or everyone is out all at once...or am just being paranoid idk...anyways I now had to pay soooo much more and order from DSL, former DMC. Now the wait and worry if it will get on my hands is killing me. This is literally my last shot and it needs to work out. I can't afford to have all that money wasted, i can't afford to get in trouble for buying a "suspicious" substance and most of all i don't wanna have to resort to hanging or jumping. I've waited for so long for this i just can't have it ruined. God! I hope just this once things go my way without a hitch, Just this once!
unluckysadness
Mage
- Jul 9, 2025
- 548
Finding SN is becoming more and more difficult around the world. I hope it's not a scam. I've been scammed with N and damn, I lost a LOOOOT of money... but when you're so desperate, you can do stupid things. It was 3 years ago. Sometimes I still dream to get N in hands, but I've accepted the idea of not finding it anymore
So sorry to hear that, N usually turns out to be a scam but desperation...i get it. Sn indeed is becoming harder to find, it wasn't long ago sellers were offering it for cheap (well cheaper than having it internationally shipped). Now that i got the money it's dead silence in the sn market over here. The source is well known and reputable, I just fear it might get seized at customs or some kind of unforseen shit happens...those tend to find me.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,878
I really understand just wanting a way to be permanently free from all the suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for.
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