failureofahuman
Born failure, live failure, die failure
- Nov 1, 2024
- 51
I was never going to be loved by a man no matter what I did. Born failure, live failure, die failure. I was put into the earth unlovable: average/below average-looking, socially retarded, stupid, unfit for forming connections of any kind, just a burden to my family and society. I've been thinking about converting to Christianity and my conclusion is that I am never going to be loved by a true Christian man and I would most certainly go to hell and in life be shamed by the actually pious (I had premarital sex). Maybe I like the concept of being loved by God/Jesus but I don't think they really love me and no man would ever love me either. There's no place for me anywhere. I hope there is nothing after I die so I don't have to exist as myself forever. I'm excited for the day I can hang myself from a tree and be done with this awful world. I'm sorry to everyone for existing. I will kill myself as soon as I can and make the world a better place.