I am in my final semester of college. I went on a trip several states away to a job fair and I landed something really good. I applied for an internship and they called me and told me they'd rather hire me full time for a longer contract and a higher pay. I'm also in talks with grad schools for later.
I feel like all of a sudden all of the awful things I've been struggling with were worth it. I feel like I'm going to live a normal life, but I'm panicking waiting on emails back just to make sure this is a for sure thing. They asked for me to make myself available before graduation. I told them i would meet with my professor that next day and I emailed them immediately afterwards, it's been 48 hours and I haven't gotten a response. My professor told me to wait until the morning and email again. I'm so scared they're just going to say "NEVERMIND" This anxiety is nerve destroying, but I think im just being crazy. My professor told me im just not used to getting good news.
Im hoping this is a big step in recovering. I want to live a normal life. I want to have a good job and get married and have babies and die when I'm old. I haven't felt like that was possible in a long time.
I feel like all of a sudden all of the awful things I've been struggling with were worth it. I feel like I'm going to live a normal life, but I'm panicking waiting on emails back just to make sure this is a for sure thing. They asked for me to make myself available before graduation. I told them i would meet with my professor that next day and I emailed them immediately afterwards, it's been 48 hours and I haven't gotten a response. My professor told me to wait until the morning and email again. I'm so scared they're just going to say "NEVERMIND" This anxiety is nerve destroying, but I think im just being crazy. My professor told me im just not used to getting good news.
Im hoping this is a big step in recovering. I want to live a normal life. I want to have a good job and get married and have babies and die when I'm old. I haven't felt like that was possible in a long time.
