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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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Apparently, you have a greater chance of being successful if you have attempted to CTB before.

Will you feel lucky next time?

How do you feel about that if this is not your first attempt?
 
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Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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I'm not sure, I hope so/ All my attempts were have-assed. Next with SN will be too, probably just fasting, maybe some AE, and hopefully well dosed SN. Might put my phone away and lay down so I cannot get help.
 
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kagebunshin

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Dec 17, 2023
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My only real attempt was the stabbing last year which was clearly ineffective. My next and final attempt will be SN. Considering how lethal SN is, I believe it will be successful. I'll be sticking to the protocol.
 
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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My only real attempt was the stabbing last year which was clearly ineffective. My next and final attempt will be SN. Considering how lethal SN is, I believe it will be successful. I'll be sticking to the protocol.
I don't know...I'm so confused..I look on this site every night all night to stand the pain and find a method! All I keep coming up with is another od!! I want to find a partner to shoot me.
 
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Canri

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May 22, 2025
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i hope so. i know a lot more than i did before, and i have a lot of access to things now. i'm really confident
 
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Freedomm

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Aug 2, 2025
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If I can suppress my SI, then it will happen. I'll try to beat my brain.
 
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kagebunshin

Student
Dec 17, 2023
113
I don't know...I'm so confused..I look on this site every night all night to stand the pain and find a method! All I keep coming up with is another od!! I want to find a partner to shoot me.
I understand you, there are no methods out there that feel 100% right. I actually really want to try stabbing/cutting the carotid artery because for some reason I feel most comfortable with dying via physical trauma, and from past experience I know that I could do it psychologically. The risk of survival is so high, however. It would be beyond devastating to survive again.
 

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