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PaYo

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
225
The worst isn't lost your love, the worst is to love and never could be with that person. I have tremendous feeling of emptiness. I ve lost every chance to be with someone. One day i felt i lost something, i was thinking - keys? No, I have them, Money? I have, but i had tremendous felling that i forget something to bring with me. Since then I am empty shell. Nothing happy me.

Soon my mother will go to England. For month or so. I thinking what i'm gonna do. Will i do it!? Or Not!? I dunno. But i already chose a method.

What about you. Are you happy!? Or empty shells. Whats your story!?
 
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Cookiedough8956

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Feb 24, 2019
636
I don't even think my life story is worth mentioning anymore.
I'm sorry you're in this place though..Its tough. I understand what you mean about being an empty shell. Gets numbing after a while..

I just want to go. So conflicted yet ready. Its a strange feeling isn't it?
 
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PaYo

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I want to go. but still having thoughts about the future... planing doing... it everything meaningless
 
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