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Jc40

Jc40

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Mar 3, 2019
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I don't know. I have played around with exacting the regime and it's copied and mixed.

* 30mg meto at 22.00

* 225 zantac at 22.15

* 30mg cocodamol at 22.20

* Measure out 20mg in 100ml at 22.45

* Take at 23.00

* 60mg cocodamol just after

Ive spent a long time thinking about different methods. Today, this morning and continued pain throughout day has finalised it all and I returned to most convenient method but not using capsules incase there is any regret.

I wish to thank people who have made me comfortable here, new and old.

I have asked in my note that details be put online but notice will be in local paper. Two people know my details. One is cookiedough who is no longer using this site and I'd be grateful if she was contacted after I go.

I have reset my phone. I am having problems emptying the cache. My phone is a Huawei but what kind I can't remember.

I don't want well wishes. I don't see any reason for me to survive so that's it.

I hope the regime is correct.

I'm not religious but those that are can you please pray for me, that I pass well and to protect me.

This is all very final. I'm sad but there's hardly tears now.

I will do a final factory reset after the last cocodamol and listen to classical music.

I don't know if I'll return here between now and then. But after I can have my account closed.

Best Wishes all.

Jo
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
Good look with everything. If I'll try to check for any updates with Cookie in case anything happens.
 
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JoeFailure

Mage
Apr 29, 2019
592
Very sorry that it's come to this for you, I pray you'll have a painless exit and that something much better is awaiting you on the other side.
 
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Bebophunny

Bebophunny

The only thing I'll miss is whiskey.
May 20, 2019
13
May your journey be peaceful, see you soon love.
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
Good luck. May you find peace.
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
Cookie sends her regards and says:

"Good luck and I hope things go smoothly for you. You always were and will be a great friend".
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
Oh, how I envy you... Here I am, trapped by my own survival instinct.
May you find peace, brave soul. Whatever happens, we're here.
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Hoping you have a peaceful journey and that everything works out for you.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
All the best, may you find peace.
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
Safe travels. Go in peace.
 
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sunny.sativa

sunny.sativa

organic
Apr 2, 2019
317
I wish you every wonderful thing. All the best of luck to you, you're a kind and appreciated soul, here. Thank you for staying so long.
Much love. Peace.
 
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Escaper Boy

Escaper Boy

累坏了...
Apr 11, 2019
245
I asked the Archangel to assist and guide your transition on the other side. May your journey of going Home to be a peaceful and gentle experience. Farewell.
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
I'm sorry that I don't know what to say... but I want the best thing for you. Lots of love.
 
IronTusk

IronTusk

Experienced
Apr 10, 2019
266
This will be a great loss to the community. I donf usually pray but i will for you
 

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