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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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All the people who died in the last 30 years, be it people who were here or not. You didn't miss. a. damn. fucking. thing. It's all same old, same old.

I saw someone saying "Think about what you'll miss by dying now!" in a 13 year old online video's comment section and I presumed the person who made the original comment died shortly after given it was a deeply suicidal comment that matched my energy and not something based on brain chemistry.

My response is that they didn't miss anything, there is no difference between me 13 years ago and me today, suffering at an all time high, no sense of urgency which is a bonus but other than that , oblivion would have been preferable.

So rest easy, the world didn't respect your choice and belittled you all the way but I do respect it, and I don't think it was a fool's choice.
 
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VoidButterfly

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May 17, 2025
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I actually think the opposite might even be true. The world has only gotten worse over time, imagine all the shit you'd miss if you die sooner. I think I'd have died with more hope, as crazy as that sounds, if I died 13 years ago.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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I actually think the opposite might even be true. The world has only gotten worse over time, imagine all the shit you'd miss if you die sooner. I think I'd have died with more hope, as crazy as that sounds, if I died 13 years ago.
I actually think the opposite might even be true. The world has only gotten worse over time, imagine all the shit you'd miss if you die sooner. I think I'd have died with more hope, as crazy as that sounds, if I died 13 years ago.
I think I would have chosen 2023. I had some really good years in there.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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I wish my attempt would've worked 15 years ago. It hasn't been worth trying, I haven't built anything worth waking up for.
 
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TBONTB

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I wish my attempt would've worked 15 years ago. It hasn't been worth trying, I haven't built anything worth waking up for.
I have a big wish from 15 years ago too, but it's different. I wish I would have made a
Different decision...turned right instead of left. Then I wouldn't be in the situation I am now that makes me want to leave.

How about you, is there anything else in the 15 years that would have made a difference for you?
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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I have a big wish from 15 years ago too, but it's different. I wish I would have made a
Different decision...turned right instead of left. Then I wouldn't be in the situation I am now that makes me want to leave.

How about you, is there anything else in the 15 years that would have made a difference for you?
I turned down a job offer that might've made a difference but who knows. It doesn't matter anymore.
 
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Aug 31, 2025
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I actually think the opposite might even be true. The world has only gotten worse over time, imagine all the shit you'd miss if you die sooner. I think I'd have died with more hope, as crazy as that sounds, if I died 13 years ago.
I agree, everything feels soulless now
 

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