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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
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There's an area near me that is notorious for successful suicides for the past 10 years.

The method consists of jumping off of parking structures that are 9-10 stories high onto concrete. There are around at least 5 of these parking structures.

I tried ordering from DMC and it was lost in the mail. I'm really desperate to leave this earth due to chronic illnesses with no cures and being disabled with chronic pain 24/7. I really was hoping that SN from DMC would arrive, but it didn't. I'd rather leave this world in a more peaceful manner since I'm already disabled. But, I also don't have any money left :(

If anyone has an affordable source please message me. Or I'm thinking of just jumping off the parking structures. ;/
 
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Foolishness

Foolishness

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Mar 29, 2025
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I've always felt like jumping is one of those methods you'd regret as you're in the middle of falling. Despite this I've considered it too. If only I could have one of my fainting spells while on the ledge of some tall building.
 
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itsoverforme303

I just need to end it
Mar 3, 2025
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I've always felt like jumping is one of those methods you'd regret as you're in the middle of falling. Despite this I've considered it too. If only I could have one of my fainting spells while on the ledge of some tall building.
Well even if I regret it, what will I do? Fly away?
There's an area near me that is notorious for successful suicides for the past 10 years.

The method consists of jumping off of parking structures that are 9-10 stories high onto concrete. There are around at least 5 of these parking structures.

I tried ordering from DMC and it was lost in the mail. I'm really desperate to leave this earth due to chronic illnesses with no cures and being disabled with chronic pain 24/7. I really was hoping that SN from DMC would arrive, but it didn't. I'd rather leave this world in a more peaceful manner since I'm already disabled. But, I also don't have any money left :(

If anyone has an affordable source please message me. Or I'm thinking of just jumping off the parking structures. ;/
Jumping has been my plan as well. There is a parking lot near my house I am not sure if it's tall enough. I am just scared that I'll end up alive but paralyzed for many many years.
 
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Mar 27, 2025
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There's an area near me that is notorious for successful suicides for the past 10 years.

The method consists of jumping off of parking structures that are 9-10 stories high onto concrete. There are around at least 5 of these parking structures.

I tried ordering from DMC and it was lost in the mail. I'm really desperate to leave this earth due to chronic illnesses with no cures and being disabled with chronic pain 24/7. I really was hoping that SN from DMC would arrive, but it didn't. I'd rather leave this world in a more peaceful manner since I'm already disabled. But, I also don't have any money left :(

If anyone has an affordable source please message me. Or I'm thinking of just jumping off the parking structures. ;/
I always thought about jumping off fa skyscraper and before hitting the ground shoot myself (just to be sure), but without owning a gun i would be scared as hell, not about the fall, but about surviving, i think it would be liberating, but it's "too dangerous"
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
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Well even if I regret it, what will I do? Fly away?

Jumping has been my plan as well. There is a parking lot near my house I am not sure if it's tall enough. I am just scared that I'll end up alive but paralyzed for many many years.
Yeah, that's a valid fear to have. :/ Wish there was parking garages that were 20 floors lol
 
Foolishness

Foolishness

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Mar 29, 2025
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Yeah, that's a valid fear to have. :/ Wish there was parking garages that were 20 floors lol
There's a highway bridge near where I live that's 103 metres tall. That's where I'd go if push came to shove. Especially since there'd be no risk of me hitting someone on the way down because it leads to water.
 
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J&L383

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Well even if I regret it, what will I do? Fly away?

Jumping has been my plan as well. There is a parking lot near my house I am not sure if it's tall enough. I am just scared that I'll end up alive but paralyzed for many many years.
A legitimate concern.
 
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bananaolympus

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I felt for a much lower height but in the fall i felt pure relief 0 regrets
 
Freebandzgang

Freebandzgang

Cant believe that we made it this far
Mar 17, 2025
117
The si with jumping is very very strong, all humans have it hardwired that when you start falling (or are about to fall) you will feel immense panic and stress, this is a safety mechanism we evolved to have to prevent us from falling a long long time ago. Apparently some people have had out of body experiences right before they hit the ground due to the immense stress on the brain . However from 10 stories onto solid concrete there is a high chance of death, especially if you arent found for a long time.
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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The si with jumping is very very strong, all humans have it hardwired that when you start falling (or are about to fall) you will feel immense panic and stress, this is a safety mechanism we evolved to have to prevent us from falling a long long time ago. Apparently some people have had out of body experiences right before they hit the ground due to the immense stress on the brain . However from 10 stories onto solid concrete there is a high chance of death, especially if you arent found for a long time.
Yeah, the suicides from the parking structures were found to be successes. Someone even did a drop hang from them and decapitated themselves o:
 
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LucifersIntrovert

Buried Alive
Sep 10, 2023
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From what I've heard it doesn't take a lot to pass if you do it right I guess. My uncle works in the county of my state working as an undercover cop. And he's told me stories of him in the jail witnessing back to back weeks some inmates taking a header off the second story onto the first story of a jail. (Maybe a 25-30 foot drop for both people) and both died on impact according to him one leaning his head so all his body weight broke his neck clean. With the other just took a full on swimmers dive and died. So take this with a grain of salt just from what I've seen and heard first hand as I walked past where they did I a couple weeks later as a visitor because I'm still young asf to even be in there willingly and solid concrete isn't forgiving. But like I said just from my experience.
 
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Definitely not a peaceful way to go.
Yeah, not peaceful :( But success
From what I've heard it doesn't take a lot to pass if you do it right I guess. My uncle works in the county of my state working as an undercover cop. And he's told me stories of him in the jail witnessing back to back weeks some inmates taking a header off the second story onto the first story of a jail. (Maybe a 25-30 foot drop for both people) and both died on impact according to him one leaning his head so all his body weight broke his neck clean. With the other just took a full on swimmers dive and died. So take this with a grain of salt just from what I've seen and heard first hand as I walked past where they did I a couple weeks later as a visitor because I'm still young asf to even be in there willingly and solid concrete isn't forgiving. But like I said just from my experience.
Thanks for sharing your experience! I have heard of a story of someone who did a backflip and landed on his head and then died because he crushed his C1-C2 spine and spinal cord o:
 
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BeijaFlor

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Oct 17, 2024
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There's an area near me that is notorious for successful suicides for the past 10 years.

The method consists of jumping off of parking structures that are 9-10 stories high onto concrete. There are around at least 5 of these parking structures.

I tried ordering from DMC and it was lost in the mail. I'm really desperate to leave this earth due to chronic illnesses with no cures and being disabled with chronic pain 24/7. I really was hoping that SN from DMC would arrive, but it didn't. I'd rather leave this world in a more peaceful manner since I'm already disabled. But, I also don't have any money left :(

If anyone has an affordable source please message me. Or I'm thinking of just jumping off the parking structures. ;/
first of...

i am so, so, so, fuckin sorry..

and dont take this as a symphatetic bullshit saying

i really mean it

i am so fuckin sorry...

for your conditiotion, and everything this fucked up, digusiting, hypocritical world as imposed upon you

seeking a way out, like the rest of us...

what a fucking mind job...


...

...

...

yes, a moment of silence is needed

to reflect upon this shit

look...

if SN doesnt cut out for you, there are other ways out

ive thought about jumping, fuck me, readings the reports of people agonizing, or even surviving high fall jumps, man...

idk about that...

i guess it would be short lived but, godamn....i dont even wanna take a chance at that

however, the method i chose, partial hanging, ,doesnt honestly, REALLY have any painless proof behind it either...

from what ive heard, as soon as the bloodflow to my brain is ceased, which should only take about 20 to 30 secs tops, as long as youve hit your carotid arteties just right, should be enough to lose your conciousness...

and from then on, no pain...

but, your brains still workin, still "alive"

god knows wtf ill be feeling...

in that moment, rage is a gift...

rage...rage...rage....

anger

and then, serene nothingness...

my friend... i beg you, please, take some time, research more

seek info, plan it well

make it as smooth and peaceful as you can do it, within your financials

dont haste it, unless absolutely necessary
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Member
Mar 28, 2025
97
first of...

i am so, so, so, fuckin sorry..

and dont take this as a symphatetic bullshit saying

i really mean it

i am so fuckin sorry...

for your conditiotion, and everything this fucked up, digusiting, hypocritical world as imposed upon you

seeking a way out, like the rest of us...

what a fucking mind job...


...

...

...

yes, a moment of silence is needed

to reflect upon this shit

look...

if SN doesnt cut out for you, there are other ways out

ive thought about jumping, fuck me, readings the reports of people agonizing, or even surviving high fall jumps, man...

idk about that...

i guess it would be short lived but, godamn....i dont even wanna take a chance at that

however, the method i chose, partial hanging, ,doesnt honestly, REALLY have any painless proof behind it either...

from what ive heard, as soon as the bloodflow to my brain is ceased, which should only take about 20 to 30 secs tops, as long as youve hit your carotid arteties just right, should be enough to lose your conciousness...

and from then on, no pain...

but, your brains still workin, still "alive"

god knows wtf ill be feeling...

in that moment, rage is a gift...

rage...rage...rage....

anger

and then, serene nothingness...

my friend... i beg you, please, take some time, research more

seek info, plan it well

make it as smooth and peaceful as you can do it, within your financials

dont haste it, unless absolutely necessary
My friend with the illnesses and the pain I live with, I don't want to be here anymore. I'm trying to get my hands on pure SN that I can afford :(

I don't think I'm going to jump. I'm already in so much pain you know?
 
7BLue7

7BLue7

Member
Jan 26, 2025
6
There's an area near me that is notorious for successful suicides for the past 10 years.

The method consists of jumping off of parking structures that are 9-10 stories high onto concrete. There are around at least 5 of these parking structures.

I tried ordering from DMC and it was lost in the mail. I'm really desperate to leave this earth due to chronic illnesses with no cures and being disabled with chronic pain 24/7. I really was hoping that SN from DMC would arrive, but it didn't. I'd rather leave this world in a more peaceful manner since I'm already disabled. But, I also don't have any money left :(

If anyone has an affordable source please message me. Or I'm thinking of just jumping off the parking structures. ;/
Just make sure its clear before you jump, you don't want to land on anybody
 

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