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BeijaFlor

BeijaFlor

Dreamer
Oct 17, 2024
36
alright so, i've been thinking alot about this lately...

it began with jumping, that was my main focus for awhile. i'do walk around town looking for the highest buildings, thinking how or even if i could get acess to those but... later i figured out its alot easier to just look for the highest spots around your country n literally CTB over there.

its still an option for me but, not the first anymore.

nowadays i've been seriously considering hanging but, it wasnt untill i went through afew other methods first...

ive considered drowning but, from what i hear when the lungs fill with water, theres an intense burning n painful feeling so... idk how long it takes but, if its more than afew seconds, i dont think its for me...

also thought about gases but, soon realised it would require alot more than i assumed n, its hella complicated too...

then i finally stumbled upon info about SN, was really interested in it so i looked up abuncha threadsn all... however, theres just one thing i cant stand...

the nausea sickness feeling, that literally sucks... i mean, idk if im ready to spend 15 to 20min feeling like that untill i black out...

i was thinking of something quicker, like shot to the head or something, only problem with that is acessibility...

after considering all of these, i kept thinking back on hanging, either full or partial

either hanging or jumping, althou the tought of a failed jump terrifies the living shit outa me, n we have no control over it whatsoever...

with hanging, as long as you plan it well so that nobody finds you, its seems pretty reliable...

the thing with it though, is that you gota get it just right, so youll avoid asphyxiation... that could be a challenge...

eitherway, if all goes well, its fairly quick, safe n reliable, provided you take extra time n care w the planning i think.

oh, something else i've also been taking into consideration is about that rush of DMT that the pineal gland apparently produces while the brain is shuting down... so, it would be one of the reasons for me to discard a shot, or jumping... since the brains probly gona get all splattered, i'do miss on that experience

hmmm...

well, appreciate any thoughts!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish for a quick method, I wish for the option to just painlessly cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Terry Car Attoid

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May 11, 2024
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I'm clearly new here, so I have almost no information, but I have come to similar conclusions. Or at least I think so...
Very generally speaking, as long as the brain is not working your consciousness is dead and that is all you need in the end, right?
Maybe that's why hanging could appear to be better than jumping or poisoning yourself in any way - you just aim to kill the brain, above anything else...
Probably a silly question - have you ever considered cutting yourself? I don't mean self-harm but an actual suicide attempt. I mean - there are ways to make it more lethal, aren't there? *Ok, I see cutting is considered a non-method here (reasonably - I know cutting wrists is basically self-harm, not much of an attempt) but I am still wondering about potentially lethal ways to cut yourself. What about people with haemophilia - aren't they more likely to die from blood loss?
Sorry for this response not being particularly informative, I need to do a lot more research...
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

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Jul 18, 2024
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I think that the jumping is more reliable than the hanging. If you choose a high enough spot, you would never survive. But if you miss the carotid artery even a little while tying the rope around ur neck (which is already a tricky area to find), you will end up severely harming the spine and end up terminally paralyzed for the rest of your life. If the rope or the thing that holds it break, you will end up with brain damage and eventually a vegetable. I prefer jumping.

Anyways what is the DMT that the pineal gland produces while the brain is shuting down? What does it do? Can someone explain?
 
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Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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Experiencing a rush of DTM is a point I did not consider up to now. Even if it will not happen, the expectations may reduce my survival instinct.
 
ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
175
it began with jumping, that was my main focus for awhile. i'do walk around town looking for the highest buildings, thinking how or even if i could get acess to those but... later i figured out its alot easier to just look for the highest spots around your country n literally CTB over there.
Jumping seems like a quick and easy method so it was my first choice, but it turned out to be a lot more difficult when I tried.

First, you need a high enough spot. One source states that jumping from 150 feet (46 metres) or higher on land, and 250 feet (76 metres) or more on water, is 95% to 98% fatal. The only place I could find with spots that high was a big city 2 hours away, so I drove there. The popular suicide spots there already had safety barriers, so the best I could find was a bridge that was slightly too low and very difficult to access.

Second, if you do find a spot you'll probably have some extreme SI and fear to contend with. It's an extremely gruesome way to go, and our brain is wired to protect against falls. Some people may find it easier, but I had issues with SI from just being around the bridge.

Third, most high places are in the public so you have multiple kids of people to deal with. You don't want to fall on an innocent pedestrian and kill them. You could also traumatize random strangers with an exploded corpse. I saw a school group with over a dozen small children walk through the spot I was considering... yikes. Police and/or bystanders are often around to intervene if you try jumping from a bridge.

I suspect most jumpers do it impulsively or copy others who are jumping at a well known location. It's a lot harder if you want a "safe", reliable death from it because good spots usually aren't readily accessible, SI and fear are so powerful, and the logistics of CTB in public places are difficult.
 
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Terry Car Attoid

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May 11, 2024
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I think that the jumping is more reliable than the hanging. If you choose a high enough spot, you would never survive. But if you miss the carotid artery even a little while tying the rope around ur neck (which is already a tricky area to find), you will end up severely harming the spine and end up terminally paralyzed for the rest of your life. If the rope or the thing that holds it break, you will end up with brain damage and eventually a vegetable. I prefer jumping.

Anyways what is the DMT that the pineal gland produces while the brain is shuting down? What does it do? Can someone explain?
Isn't severe brain damage enough to "cease existing"? If you can't think you're not really alive.
I mean - If I prepared myself properly and decided to hang myself I would be willing to accept that I end up "only" with brain damage while still aiming to kill myself...
Does that make any sense?
 

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