
nembutal
everything will be okay in the end
- Jul 14, 2022
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in the past i have told loved ones, usually partners, that i would be more prone to suicide if they were ever to abandon me. when i say phrases like that i dont speak out of malice or an attempt to keep the person around, rather i just speak out of honesty and a desire to keep my thoughts uncensored. ive been told that this behavior is manipulative but i cant wrap my head around those words having any ill intent behind them. people appreciate honesty, especially in romantic relationships, so that is what i give them. it would also be very difficult to suppress this type of thought as it is at the forefront of my issues. is my behavior wrong? i am asking out of a desire to improve myself.