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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
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In my case, I'm not sure. I don't want to search for doctors and live on medication. But sometimes I do wonder if it would help me and if I'd be able to properly function. It's weird knowing I'll just ctb without never having had a diagnosis/any kind of treatment. At the same time I don't want to, I don't have energy/motivation and no one to help me.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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Nope, I know it likely won't. I'm not mentally ill so there isn't really anything to address in that regard. Technically I have had some form of treatment before, but never as an adult. Most of my "treatment" or help came in the form of having to talk to social workers, a bit of counselling, and seeing a psychiatrist for a while before having to stop due to them being shit. If it didn't do shit for me as a child then I doubt it will do much for me as an adult.
 
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lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
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Nope, I know it likely won't. I'm not mentally ill so there isn't really anything to address in that regard. Technically I have had some form of treatment before, but never as an adult. Most of my "treatment" or help came in the form of having to talk to social workers, a bit of counselling, and seeing a psychiatrist for a while before having to stop due to them being shit. If it didn't do shit for me as a child then I doubt it will do much for me as an adult.
When I was a kid I remember I was prescribed some sort of medication but can't even remember what it was. I just remember the feeling wasn't good: it just felt like really artificial state of contentment. Also i'm undiagnosed, don't even know how I got that prescribed lol
 
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coffeebeany

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Jul 12, 2024
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In my case, I'm not sure. I don't want to search for doctors and live on medication. But sometimes I do wonder if it would help me and if I'd be able to properly function. It's weird knowing I'll just ctb without never having had a diagnosis/any kind of treatment. At the same time I don't want to, I don't have energy/motivation and no one to help me.
Then why not give it a try :-) ? Not trying to tell you what to do and I don't want to offend. But treatment can be effective in many cases. Ofc there are also people who are treatment resistant ( I unfortunately am). But ctb will always be an option. Maybe you could try sth else first and then, based on your experience, evaluate choose.
 
lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
536
Then why not give it a try :-) ? Not trying to tell you what to do and I don't want to offend. But treatment can be effective in many cases. Ofc there are also people who are treatment resistant ( I unfortunately am). But ctb will always be an option. Maybe you could try sth else first and then, based on your experience, evaluate choose.
I have no energy and I'm 100% sure talking to a stranger about myself wouldn't help. I don't want to have medication either. So I can only think of ctb
 

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