Candour
Student
- Sep 16, 2018
- 113
I don't even know what to say, I'm staying in a hotel. I'm heading to the shop soon to buy alcohol. I need to get really drunk first, then I'm jumping off a high cliff. A whole mixture of emotions right now.
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Candour
Student
- Sep 16, 2018
- 113
Hugs I care wish you the best and find peace
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
Wantingpeace
Wizard
- Aug 16, 2018
- 672
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
Candour
Student
- Sep 16, 2018
- 113
I need to go buy alcohol. I just want to feel numb
fuckthis
I've made up my mind.
- Sep 23, 2018
- 263
Wish you the best, hope it's quick for you. Rest easy.
DreamFreedom
Thane
- Oct 3, 2018
- 68
Your so brave for finally having the courage! I wish you peace and I hope everything goes exactly how you plan it. 
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
That's your method though...
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
yea, but so far I have been unable to jump.
Maybe in the future I'll be capable of doing it. I really hope so.
Leo
Catching flight soon.....bus is too slow
- Sep 28, 2018
- 110
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
When and where have you tried? Did you drink first or try when sleep deprived?
Avicii
Looking
- Sep 4, 2018
- 424
starcrossedfate
Passenger
- Sep 24, 2018
- 240
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
I've been at the bridge a dozen times. I wouldn't count that as an attempt though. I've been there at night and during the day just staring.
Sleep deprivation won't help. I've tried that.
Most of the time I just stood there watching.Sometimes I felt at peace, other times I felt scared. I've never attempted to jump which is the reason I'm still here. I'm afraid of being unable to jump and being sectioned. This is the only reason why I haven't gone over the railing.
As more time passes I feel more and more pressured to do it. I'm not sure when that day will come but I know it's getting closer.
Anyara
Nothing is true, everything is permitted
- Sep 6, 2018
- 125
Good luck my friend and i hope you find the peace you are looking for :)
Candour
Student
- Sep 16, 2018
- 113
Thanks for the replies everyone. My head is over the place at the moment. So can't really structure much of a coherent conversation
You're brave for going through with it. What time will you do it?
MEoDP
Specialist
- Sep 2, 2018
- 347
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
I feel similar.
How high is it? Is it ground or water?
I'm a bit late, sry, but wish you joy and peace. Best luck, goodbye
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
Best of luck to you. I was going to jump from a bridge earlier this week but knew I'd have to be really drunk. I couldn't drive to the spot or take a taxi to because I'd get arrested and taxi would surely raise eyebrows at letting me out of car on top of bridge. Just be careful traveling to spot. ××
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
Ground is scary for some reason
