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Candour

Candour

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Sep 16, 2018
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I don't even know what to say, I'm staying in a hotel. I'm heading to the shop soon to buy alcohol. I need to get really drunk first, then I'm jumping off a high cliff. A whole mixture of emotions right now.
 
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Candour

Candour

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113
Story of my life...nobody cares
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
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Hugs I care wish you the best and find peace
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
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Nice, I wish I could jump.

Good luck!
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Me too wish you peace candour
 
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Candour

Candour

Student
Sep 16, 2018
113
I need to go buy alcohol. I just want to feel numb
 
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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
Wish you the best, hope it's quick for you. Rest easy.
 
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DreamFreedom

DreamFreedom

Thane
Oct 3, 2018
68
Your so brave for finally having the courage! I wish you peace and I hope everything goes exactly how you plan it. :happy:
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
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I wish you peace, Candour.
 
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Couchking

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May 29, 2018
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Yeah...today is the day
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
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That's your method though...
yea, but so far I have been unable to jump.
Maybe in the future I'll be capable of doing it. I really hope so.
 
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Leo

Leo

Catching flight soon.....bus is too slow
Sep 28, 2018
110
Good luck bro....
 
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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
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yea, but so far I have been unable to jump.
Maybe in the future I'll be capable of doing it. I really hope so.
When and where have you tried? Did you drink first or try when sleep deprived?
 
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Avicii

Avicii

Looking
Sep 4, 2018
424
I don't even know what to say, I'm staying in a hotel. I'm heading to the shop soon to buy alcohol. I need to get really drunk first, then I'm jumping off a high cliff. A whole mixture of emotions right now.
Are you in the UK
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

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Sep 24, 2018
240
Go easy.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
When and where have you tried? Did you drink first or try when sleep deprived?
I've been at the bridge a dozen times. I wouldn't count that as an attempt though. I've been there at night and during the day just staring.
Sleep deprivation won't help. I've tried that.
Most of the time I just stood there watching.Sometimes I felt at peace, other times I felt scared. I've never attempted to jump which is the reason I'm still here. I'm afraid of being unable to jump and being sectioned. This is the only reason why I haven't gone over the railing.

As more time passes I feel more and more pressured to do it. I'm not sure when that day will come but I know it's getting closer.
 
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Anyara

Anyara

Nothing is true, everything is permitted
Sep 6, 2018
125
Good luck my friend and i hope you find the peace you are looking for :)
 
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Candour

Candour

Student
Sep 16, 2018
113
Thanks for the replies everyone. My head is over the place at the moment. So can't really structure much of a coherent conversation
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
Hugs sorry ur feeling bad :aw:
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
Thanks for the replies everyone. My head is over the place at the moment. So can't really structure much of a coherent conversation
You're brave for going through with it. What time will you do it?
 
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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I've been at the bridge a dozen times. I wouldn't count that as an attempt though. I've been there at night and during the day just staring.
Sleep deprivation won't help. I've tried that.
Most of the time I just stood there watching.Sometimes I felt at peace, other times I felt scared. I've never attempted to jump which is the reason I'm still here. I'm afraid of being unable to jump and being sectioned. This is the only reason why I haven't gone over the railing.

As more time passes I feel more and more pressured to do it. I'm not sure when that day will come but I know it's getting closer.
I feel similar.
How high is it? Is it ground or water?
 
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MistakesHappen

Escapologist
Aug 29, 2018
615
I'm a bit late, sry, but wish you joy and peace. Best luck, goodbye
 
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Ready to go.

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
Best of luck to you. I was going to jump from a bridge earlier this week but knew I'd have to be really drunk. I couldn't drive to the spot or take a taxi to because I'd get arrested and taxi would surely raise eyebrows at letting me out of car on top of bridge. Just be careful traveling to spot. ××
 

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