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discokicks

discokicks

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Apr 19, 2019
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Just got my Sn and am arranging to see a dr at 9.40. I don't believe in God but please God let it work! I'm suprisingly nonchalant. Although vodka helps.
 
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May 9, 2019
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Just got my Sn and am arranging to see a dr at 9.40. I don't believe in God but please God let it work! I'm suprisingly nonchalant. Although vodka helps.
Good luck. What are you planning to say? Fingers crossed for you.
 
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Apr 19, 2019
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Just that I keep vomiting and can't get maxalon without a prescription. My head hurts too much. I feel
I can't do it at home that's what I'm worried about if I vomit which I feel I will I don't want anything to interrupt my plans
 
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Halo13

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May 9, 2019
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Just that I keep vomiting and can't get maxalon without a prescription. My head hurts too much. I feel
If they suggest Zofran, you could say it gives you a headache. It is an antiemetic but I'm not sure if it'd work well enough.
 
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discokicks

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Apr 19, 2019
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I'm in such a vile mood I'll probably get what I want from them haha
 
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Does an antiemetic stop you BEING sick OR FEELING sick?
 
discokicks

discokicks

Student
Apr 19, 2019
121
Well it's 50 grams. And I want this. So if I throw up I'll just take more. Should probably write notes although my family know. My head. My head fucking HURTS. Every day. It's unbearable. You wouldn't allow a dog to suffer through this. Deliverance.
 
Halo13

Halo13

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May 9, 2019
671
Well it's 50 grams. And I want this. So if I throw up I'll just take more. Should probably write notes although my family know. My head. My head fucking HURTS. Every day. It's unbearable. You wouldn't allow a dog to suffer through this. Deliverance.
Hugs. Be sure to let the doctor know it is that bad. Maybe you could ask for some Fioricet? It's a medication for migraines. Has codeine, caffeine, acetaminophen (Tylenol) and a barbiturate in one pill.
 
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Apr 19, 2019
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ah ok. honestly the worst part is getting there i look like hell i haven't shaved and can't get myself together. i'll get it. i'll do a thread here later for the help of others
 
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ah ok. honestly the worst part is getting there i look like hell i haven't shaved and can't get myself together. i'll get it. i'll do a thread here later for the help of others
I told him I used it two years ago for acid reflux and nausea and it's the only thing that worked. And that the GERD came back.
He agreed that it was the best thing, pretty nice guy
 
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This nightmare is going to be over. Does anyone want to know my story?
 
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Just got my Sn and am arranging to see a dr at 9.40. I don't believe in God but please God let it work! I'm suprisingly nonchalant. Although vodka helps.
If they suggest Zofran, you could say it gives you a headache. It is an antiemetic but I'm not sure if it'd work well enough.
I don't know much about antimetics but Zofran is the antimetic A recommends in his email regarding N.
 
discokicks

discokicks

Student
Apr 19, 2019
121
i'm in aussie so i'll ask. thank you
i'll let you guys know if i can how it pans out.
 
discokicks

discokicks

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Apr 19, 2019
121
going to the drs. will tell you after.
 
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Just got my Sn and am arranging to see a dr at 9.40. I don't believe in God but please God let it work! I'm suprisingly nonchalant. Although vodka helps.
I wish you good luck and that everything works out for you.
 
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discokicks

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Apr 19, 2019
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SN from Melbourne
The dr gave me a shot of Maxolon.
My story. I'm 35. I love my family and this is not what I wished. But my father left in my early years and left a trail of destruction in his wake. I was committed to a psych ward at 13 because people at my school thought I was gay (I am) but were so vicious..I didn't tell my Mum...it was horrible. I actually didn't mind the psych ward after the initial shock - it gave me a break from the insults at high school. I came out at 17. I fought for gay causes and also human rights. I had a lot of happy times in my life but I liked alcohol and drugs until they turned on me and left me with unbearable pain and anxiety. I went to 6 rehabs. I tried to get better. I'm a good guy I think but I can't wake up again knowing this will be happening again. I'm ready
My story. I'm 35. I love my family and this is not what I wished. But my father left in my early years and left a trail of destruction in his wake. I was committed to a psych ward at 13 because people at my school thought I was gay (I am) but were so vicious..I didn't tell my Mum...it was horrible. I actually didn't mind the psych ward after the initial shock - it gave me a break from the insults at high school. I came out at 17. I fought for gay causes and also human rights. I had a lot of happy times in my life but I liked alcohol and drugs until they turned on me and left me with unbearable pain and anxiety. I went to 6 rehabs. I tried to get better. I'm a good guy I think but I can't wake up again knowing this will
 

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The dr gave me a shot of Maxolon.
My story. I'm 35. I love my family and this is not what I wished. But my father left in my early years and left a trail of destruction in his wake. I was committed to a psych ward at 13 because people at my school thought I was gay (I am) but were so vicious..I didn't tell my Mum...it was horrible. I actually didn't mind the psych ward after the initial shock - it gave me a break from the insults at high school. I came out at 17. I fought for gay causes and also human rights. I had a lot of happy times in my life but I liked alcohol and drugs until they turned on me and left me with unbearable pain and anxiety. I went to 6 rehabs. I tried to get better. I'm a good guy I think but I can't wake up again knowing this will be happening again. I'm ready
My story. I'm 35. I love my family and this is not what I wished. But my father left in my early years and left a trail of destruction in his wake. I was committed to a psych ward at 13 because people at my school thought I was gay (I am) but were so vicious..I didn't tell my Mum...it was horrible. I actually didn't mind the psych ward after the initial shock - it gave me a break from the insults at high school. I came out at 17. I fought for gay causes and also human rights. I had a lot of happy times in my life but I liked alcohol and drugs until they turned on me and left me with unbearable pain and anxiety. I went to 6 rehabs. I tried to get better. I'm a good guy I think but I can't wake up again knowing this will
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find peace and an end to your suffering. Hugs.
 

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