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Ali

Ali

No exist
Dec 5, 2018
30
Never enter so much here, I do not speak English and it is difficult from my iphone.
I feel very bad and I do not want to wake up another day feeling like that. I wrote a little note for my family, with my wishes at death and a brief explanation, I wrote a delayed mail for my ex-love, use this app Spark. I'll go with partial, I hope it turns out this time, I do not want to fail and I'm afraid.

Thank you all for your support, they are good souls, I hope to meet you soon. Thank you for sharing your story and messages with me @simbad also @ThisIsTheLastNight If you do not see me around here on Saturday, I was successful. I will leave my account with someone if you wish to check my success. kisses to everyone
 
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Crazy I

Crazy I

Madman
Nov 28, 2018
61
Never enter so much here, I do not speak English and it is difficult from my iphone.
I feel very bad and I do not want to wake up another day feeling like that. I wrote a little note for my family, with my wishes at death and a brief explanation, I wrote a delayed mail for my ex-love, use this app Spark. I'll go with partial, I hope it turns out this time, I do not want to fail and I'm afraid.

Thank you all for your support, they are good souls, I hope to meet you soon. Thank you for sharing your story and messages with me @simbad also @ThisIsTheLastNight If you do not see me around here on Saturday, I was successful. I will leave my account with someone if you wish to check my success. kisses to everyone
I hope you have a successful attempt and peace be with you whatever happened.
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
I hope can make to the bus stop. Good luck mate
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
Thinking of you @Ali and wishing you peace x
 
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Ali

Ali

No exist
Dec 5, 2018
30
I carried all my weight, I started to faint and when I stopped I was shaking my body slightly, let go of the rope and breathe, I do not want to make noise with the convulsions, I am so bad and scared. I still tremble with nerves, I do not want to continue here, I'm devastated. It is so hard to let go if I still feel conscious while my body began to move, if only I had resisted a few seconds more. I will try again in a few minutes.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
Peace Ali, hope you find the peace and happiness your looking for. Hugs, Willow. P.S if you feel unsure about it maybe it's not your day. There's always tommorow Ali.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I carried all my weight, I started to faint and when I stopped I was shaking my body slightly, let go of the rope and breathe, I do not want to make noise with the convulsions, I am so bad and scared. I still tremble with nerves, I do not want to continue here, I'm devastated. It is so hard to let go if I still feel conscious while my body began to move, if only I had resisted a few seconds more. I will try again in a few minutes.

I admire your courage to try again. I've been having issues with pushing through as well, and it is normal. Good luck, I'm sure you'll make it one day if not today.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Ali, the pain your experience on the daily basis is too much to endure. I share that pain, a pain that can not be fixed by any medicine or therapy. We are trapped with no escape roads. We are forced to take drastic measures to find peace. This is the fate, we poor souls share.
I wish you all the luck in the world with your attempt. And maybe we do meet on the other side :)
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
I carried all my weight, I started to faint and when I stopped I was shaking my body slightly, let go of the rope and breathe, I do not want to make noise with the convulsions, I am so bad and scared. I still tremble with nerves, I do not want to continue here, I'm devastated. It is so hard to let go if I still feel conscious while my body began to move, if only I had resisted a few seconds more. I will try again in a few minutes.

I'm squeezing you hard x
 
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Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
May the bus journey take you to the bett34 snd happy stop and safe travels on your journey
 
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odette

odette

Student
Feb 5, 2019
149
Are you still here? I would love to hear anything else you would like to share, Ali.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
I have hope you find peace. Hug.
 
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