Story Tonight is the flight.

[Pulmonicis]

Woke up excited. Fresh, well-slept human being with the purpose. The purpose to end what should'nt even begin.

I told my parents that I am going to skii in Poland for a few days with my friends. It was another lie, added to this big pile of pretentious "normal life" I was living for a past month. "How were exams?" ; "How was the weekend at L***'s (my ex) house?" ; "How is K****s (my best friend) doing?" Every answer to these questions were distractions. I am feeling extremely heartbroken to leave my parents behind like that. Wrote an apologetic note, explained my actions in detail hoping that they understand me just a little bit.

I wanted to thank you guys. Your the most accepting community out there. No judgement, no criticism, just pure love for other people feeling the same way. I am just feeling down, that I haven't stumbled across this site months ago. *Hugs to you all*

Tonight, at 00:00 I am drinking SN. Gonna give u updates on this thread about my experience.

 

[Ldog9]

Good luck. I'm glad you found some peace.

 

[TheNorthernSilence]

I wish you all the best.

 

[throwaway777]

i hope ur suffering will end tonite

 

[Mylifeispointless]

I hope you find your peace. Hugs to you too. Xoxo

 

[throwaway_2620]

I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace. Good luck dude!

 

[JustAboutDone]

Wishing you all the best @Pulmonicis am glad you're in a good frame of mind :-) I'm sure there'll be lots of people here so you won't be alone if you don't want to be xxxx
Sending you love

 

[therhydler]

Good luck and lots of hugs

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Good luck and hope your journey is peaceful

 

[Avicii]

Woke up excited. Fresh, well-slept human being with the purpose. The purpose to end what should'nt even begin.

I told my parents that I am going to skii in Poland for a few days with my friends. It was another lie, added to this big pile of pretentious "normal life" I was living for a past month. "How were exams?" ; "How was the weekend at L***'s (my ex) house?" ; "How is K****s (my best friend) doing?" Every answer to these questions were distractions. I am feeling extremely heartbroken to leave my parents behind like that. Wrote an apologetic note, explained my actions in detail hoping that they understand me just a little bit.

I wanted to thank you guys. Your the most accepting community out there. No judgement, no criticism, just pure love for other people feeling the same way. I am just feeling down, that I haven't stumbled across this site months ago. *Hugs to you all*

Tonight, at 00:00 I am drinking SN. Gonna give u updates on this thread about my experience.

I dint know why your going to blog the mods will just shit themselves and remove the blog once your dead like they have countless others !! Makes a mockery of the site

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Woke up excited. Fresh, well-slept human being with the purpose. The purpose to end what should'nt even begin.

I told my parents that I am going to skii in Poland for a few days with my friends. It was another lie, added to this big pile of pretentious "normal life" I was living for a past month. "How were exams?" ; "How was the weekend at L***'s (my ex) house?" ; "How is K****s (my best friend) doing?" Every answer to these questions were distractions. I am feeling extremely heartbroken to leave my parents behind like that. Wrote an apologetic note, explained my actions in detail hoping that they understand me just a little bit.

I wanted to thank you guys. Your the most accepting community out there. No judgement, no criticism, just pure love for other people feeling the same way. I am just feeling down, that I haven't stumbled across this site months ago. *Hugs to you all*

Tonight, at 00:00 I am drinking SN. Gonna give u updates on this thread about my experience.

safe travels, i wish you all the peace you deserve

 

[ThisIsTheEnd]

Woke up excited. Fresh, well-slept human being with the purpose. The purpose to end what should'nt even begin.

I told my parents that I am going to skii in Poland for a few days with my friends. It was another lie, added to this big pile of pretentious "normal life" I was living for a past month. "How were exams?" ; "How was the weekend at L***'s (my ex) house?" ; "How is K****s (my best friend) doing?" Every answer to these questions were distractions. I am feeling extremely heartbroken to leave my parents behind like that. Wrote an apologetic note, explained my actions in detail hoping that they understand me just a little bit.

I wanted to thank you guys. Your the most accepting community out there. No judgement, no criticism, just pure love for other people feeling the same way. I am just feeling down, that I haven't stumbled across this site months ago. *Hugs to you all*

Tonight, at 00:00 I am drinking SN. Gonna give u updates on this thread about my experience.

Good luck man! Hope it brings you peace.

 

[Ashpac]

Good luck. I hope it works for you. It will be my turn to use SN very soon.

 

[Retched]

I wish you all the peace you are seeking.

 

[21Neberg]

I'm glad you've written a note, and that you have your method planned out so well.

Make this last day your best day. Personally, I'm going to eat a pizza before I go. I hope you enjoy your last day! Good luck!

 

[StreamingMySuicide]

I hope you get the peace you deserve.

 

[2 be or not]

Wishing you success and peace

 

[Final Escape]

Good luck! Hope it works out. Liked having u here, sorry to see u go :(

 

[End.of.the.line]

IMO siciude sucks but this life can suck even more so do whatever the f**k makes you happy. Good luck

 

[NoOneKnows]

May everything go as expected for you and you ll be in peace

 

[Scottishchef]

Hopefully everthing goes well for you tonight and that you find a happier place to be in peace

 

[nohoper]

best wishes and may your journey be a peaceful one.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Safe travels.

 

[19andready]

Best wishes to you. You deserve peace.

 

[ForestLove]

Wishing you a gentle and peaceful journey ahead.

 

[goesforemast]

wish you all the best and safe travels .

 

[Jai]

Woke up excited. Fresh, well-slept human being with the purpose. The purpose to end what should'nt even begin.

I told my parents that I am going to skii in Poland for a few days with my friends. It was another lie, added to this big pile of pretentious "normal life" I was living for a past month. "How were exams?" ; "How was the weekend at L***'s (my ex) house?" ; "How is K****s (my best friend) doing?" Every answer to these questions were distractions. I am feeling extremely heartbroken to leave my parents behind like that. Wrote an apologetic note, explained my actions in detail hoping that they understand me just a little bit.

I wanted to thank you guys. Your the most accepting community out there. No judgement, no criticism, just pure love for other people feeling the same way. I am just feeling down, that I haven't stumbled across this site months ago. *Hugs to you all*

Tonight, at 00:00 I am drinking SN. Gonna give u updates on this thread about my experience.

Find your path good luck and fly

 

[Pulmonicis]

You'll drift apart, it's true, but you'll be out in the open, part of everything alive again. I feel genuinely happy. Never felt this way before. Warmness from inside and cold wind , cooming through the window looks like hugs me and whispers gently to my ear how great you should feel about yourself. I love the feeling of cold waves brushing through my body.

Already drank ~0.2 liters of whisky and can tell the difference in mood. Fasted for 10hours and been on meds for 48+ hours. Antiacids doesnt feel great, do not recommend taking them for such a long time, because I though my reflux would br a thing in this process. Gosh darnin your digestive system stops responding to food, in my case. post breakfast gurgling of my stomach continued for 3hours straight :D 24 hours for antiacids and 48 hours for anti - E seems the best way to go. Still eagoursly waiting for 00:00 :p I will keep u updated*

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you a very pleasant journey and may you find everlasting peace.

 

[Pulmonicis]

Took 4*10mg of Metaclopramide as the last medicine ~50min before drinking SN.