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dimgobaith
Member
- Jun 17, 2024
- 99
Well tonight's the night. My time has run out. It's not something I want to do bit sadly it's something I have to do.
The temperature is on my side. It's absolutely freezing so being shut in a confined space with charcoal generating heat won't be a problem.
My charcoal is merrily burning away as we speak. As soon as it reduced to white I'll bring it in.
I've got my sleeping meds. I'm parked up in my place.
The gate up half a mile away closed but not locked.
It's unlikely anyone will disturb me. I've got my work laptop so I'll do some last bits of work while I wait.... I didn't get as many things written or as many notes done as I wanted to.. I guess I hoped somehow that it wouldn't come to this.
I'll probably stay around on here as long as I can. It's a semblance of not being alone
The temperature is on my side. It's absolutely freezing so being shut in a confined space with charcoal generating heat won't be a problem.
My charcoal is merrily burning away as we speak. As soon as it reduced to white I'll bring it in.
I've got my sleeping meds. I'm parked up in my place.
The gate up half a mile away closed but not locked.
It's unlikely anyone will disturb me. I've got my work laptop so I'll do some last bits of work while I wait.... I didn't get as many things written or as many notes done as I wanted to.. I guess I hoped somehow that it wouldn't come to this.
I'll probably stay around on here as long as I can. It's a semblance of not being alone