Amber1974
Student
- Dec 9, 2018
- 147
Depression, anxiety, hopelessness, financial and legal problems, unemployment, broke, addiction issues, yeah fuck this, it's been years of this, reaching breaking point
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I am really sorry to hear that you've been suffering this badly. It's really awful. I don't really know what to say except that I can relate to a lot of it. I hear you.
Amber1974
Student
- Dec 9, 2018
- 147
Have tried partial a few times and couldn't pass out, also considering bbq grill in bathtub, luckily I live alone for now, until they foreclose my ass out of here so gotta do it before then
DownInaHole
Not so wise
- Jan 4, 2019
- 216
Life can change on a dime. Hopefully it will for the better for you some day. Earth is both hell and heaven I believe.
I have tried partial a few times, but survival instinct kicked in every time. I'd stat crying really bad.
I don't trust meds to do the job. If it weren't for the med damage, I wouldn't be on this site. I'd rather cook up some poisonous herbal tincture than ctb via meds.
I don't trust meds to do the job. If it weren't for the med damage, I wouldn't be on this site. I'd rather cook up some poisonous herbal tincture than ctb via meds.
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
If you've got the money you could look into the SN method. Seems to be reliable, though a bit complicated at first. I wish you luck whatever method you choose, you really don't deserve all this suffering.
Amber1974
Student
- Dec 9, 2018
- 147
I'm broke as hell couldn't afford SN
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
Amber1974
Student
- Dec 9, 2018
- 147
All I'm doing is existing for no reason waiting to die
Don't forget chronic pain and illness. Gotta love life, eh?
SN is cheap, I mean u could probably pan handle the money together lol! Or ask a friend to lend u like $14.00, order off amazon.
Yes this is my life as well. Most days I'm a shut in. I feel buried alive.
Amber1974
Student
- Dec 9, 2018
- 147
To get all three things necessary to have the sn to work is around 50 bucks
I don't plan to end things in my home that I own because I want my family to get a good sale price for it. One of my dilemmas is where to overdose.
So sorry to hear this :( if your gonna go out, guessimg the CO woudl make it peaceful only cause i tried partial and that survival instinct is reeaaall
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