Venting Tragedy of our circumstances

[tanshakti]

It is sad and frustrating that many of us are making the toughest decision of our lives, yet we suffer to execute. its not easy to CTB the pain and suffering of real life brings us to this state either due to mental illness, physical illness, poverty. even when we have the method like hanging we suffer, partial doesn't work and something as simple as high enough anchor point in secluded location for full suspension is not possible. its cruel, its unfair that we have to bear so much to even die. sorry for the rant

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel yet the option to peacefully cease existing with no more pain and no more suffering is denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this anti-suicide world, all I want is an guaranteed peaceful death, I just want to never exist ever again and finally be free from this torturous existence.