
jd300100
Member
- May 13, 2020
- 16
i turn 21 at the end of the month.
i'm kind of scared, because alcoholism and addiction run in my family. i was a prolific smoker at the age of 16, and just recently quit (2 months 18 days baby).
american millennial drinking culture is so toxic and prolific... it's almost encouraged for newly of-age adults to become functional alcoholics.
i fear that once i'm able to, i'm just gonna waste away into nothing. i fear that, once i get started, that's gonna be the end goal.
i'm finally not... as depressed. as i once was. i'm finally getting better. i don't want alcohol to be what kills me. i'm so scared.
i'm kind of scared, because alcoholism and addiction run in my family. i was a prolific smoker at the age of 16, and just recently quit (2 months 18 days baby).
american millennial drinking culture is so toxic and prolific... it's almost encouraged for newly of-age adults to become functional alcoholics.
i fear that once i'm able to, i'm just gonna waste away into nothing. i fear that, once i get started, that's gonna be the end goal.
i'm finally not... as depressed. as i once was. i'm finally getting better. i don't want alcohol to be what kills me. i'm so scared.