MortDeVivre
"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
- May 31, 2018
- 140
Hello all,
A few months ago, I decided to put an end to my life. I wrote a note and I know where the act will take place. All I need now is to choose a method and a date. I'm currently leaning towards Nembutal, but the thing is, when I read the chapter about it in the PPeH, it was mentioned that some victims went through a comatose phase of up to 24 hours before dying. This was caused by their prolonged use of anti-psychotics or alcohol, and these drugs' effects on their livers.
Now, I took anti-psychotics during the last 12 months, but I believe I didn't take them for more than a month in total. I don't drink either. But what worries me is that I've been taking a small dosage of anti-depressants since February last year, and I don't know if those could slow the action of the Nembutal the same way anti-psychotics do.
My death cannot happen after 24 hours of using my method. It cannot even happen after 4 hours. This is because I will be leaving my place in the morning and the relative who lives with me will expect me to be back by the end of the afternoon. Given this information, am I okay or should I look for other methods? My criteria are effectiveness, painlessness and affordability. The other candidates I found are carbon monoxide and sodium azide poisonings.
I would appreciate any help you can provide in this matter.
A few months ago, I decided to put an end to my life. I wrote a note and I know where the act will take place. All I need now is to choose a method and a date. I'm currently leaning towards Nembutal, but the thing is, when I read the chapter about it in the PPeH, it was mentioned that some victims went through a comatose phase of up to 24 hours before dying. This was caused by their prolonged use of anti-psychotics or alcohol, and these drugs' effects on their livers.
Now, I took anti-psychotics during the last 12 months, but I believe I didn't take them for more than a month in total. I don't drink either. But what worries me is that I've been taking a small dosage of anti-depressants since February last year, and I don't know if those could slow the action of the Nembutal the same way anti-psychotics do.
My death cannot happen after 24 hours of using my method. It cannot even happen after 4 hours. This is because I will be leaving my place in the morning and the relative who lives with me will expect me to be back by the end of the afternoon. Given this information, am I okay or should I look for other methods? My criteria are effectiveness, painlessness and affordability. The other candidates I found are carbon monoxide and sodium azide poisonings.
I would appreciate any help you can provide in this matter.
