Method Valium and alcohol overdose

[Raner]

I'm a 6'1, 145lbs, 22 year old male (UK). I don't have enough time or freedom currently to construct an exit bag. I'm confident I will be able to get benzos at least as strong as valium. Currently planning to find somewhere isolated drink a bottle of whiskey and take around 150mg of valium. I'm fine with the idea of entering a coma also but would much prefer to CTB. I may be able to get shrooms or other drugs to add into the mix too to make things more interesting but would like to avoid unnecessary pain. (To clarify I have low alcohol tolerance and have never taken any drugs before).

If anyone is curious I am fine explaining why I see this as my only option, my story is pretty interesting if not horrific.

Any advice would be appreciated on if there might be better methods available to me or any tweaks I could make.

 

[Nickreading]

I'm a 6'1, 145lbs, 22 year old male (UK). I don't have enough time or freedom currently to construct an exit bag. I'm confident I will be able to get benzos at least as strong as valium. Currently planning to find somewhere isolated drink a bottle of whiskey and take around 150mg of valium. I'm fine with the idea of entering a coma also but would much prefer to CTB. I may be able to get shrooms or other drugs to add into the mix too to make things more interesting but would like to avoid unnecessary pain. (To clarify I have low alcohol tolerance and have never taken any drugs before).

If anyone is curious I am fine explaining why I see this as my only option, my story is pretty interesting if not horrific.

Any advice would be appreciated on if there might be better methods available to me or any tweaks I could make.

I'd like to hear your story

 

[gothbird]

I'm going to answer this scientifically and compassionately, because I believe that if someone is going to ask, they at least deserve the facts.

First: 150mg of diazepam/valium and a bottle of whiskey is not a guaranteed method of CTB. It's a strong sedative combination, yes, but far from reliably lethal, especially for a healthy 22 yo male with no prior benzo or alcohol use. The risk of falling into a coma or respiratory depression is real, but so is the risk of waking up with memory loss, cognitive impairment, or worse—no lasting harm but extreme emotional fallout.

Even with low tolerance, the body has significant reserves, and benzos on their own (even in high doses) are not reliably fatal unless paired with something that causes direct respiratory failure—usually high doses of barbiturates or opioids. Alcohol increases sedation, yes, but it also increases vomiting, aspiration risk, and accidental injury without providing guaranteed unconsciousness, let alone death.

The addition of shrooms would only increase unpredictability, not death. If anything, psilocybin has shown, in studies, to lower suicidal ideation for some users. In others, it can cause intense hallucinations, panic, or ego death, which you may not be mentally prepared for especially under emotional strain and intoxication.

So what is the most likely outcome from your described mix?

• Severe sedation
• Possible blackout or short coma
• Risk of choking, falling, or being found unresponsive and resuscitated
• No guarantee of death
• A significant chance of waking up disoriented, injured, or hospitalised

And because your bodyweight is relatively low, yes, the substances will hit you harder—but again, not necessarily fatally.

Too many people think benzos + alcohol = peaceful death. What it often equals is vomiting in a field, choking on it, or being found half-conscious and sectioned. I would read this thread which also goes into why this is not a good choice in method.

 

[Raner]

I'm going to answer this scientifically and compassionately, because I believe that if someone is going to ask, they at least deserve the facts.

First: 150mg of diazepam/valium and a bottle of whiskey is not a guaranteed method of CTB. It's a strong sedative combination, yes, but far from reliably lethal, especially for a healthy 22 yo male with no prior benzo or alcohol use. The risk of falling into a coma or respiratory depression is real, but so is the risk of waking up with memory loss, cognitive impairment, or worse—no lasting harm but extreme emotional fallout.

Even with low tolerance, the body has significant reserves, and benzos on their own (even in high doses) are not reliably fatal unless paired with something that causes direct respiratory failure—usually high doses of barbiturates or opioids. Alcohol increases sedation, yes, but it also increases vomiting, aspiration risk, and accidental injury without providing guaranteed unconsciousness, let alone death.

The addition of shrooms would only increase unpredictability, not death. If anything, psilocybin has shown, in studies, to lower suicidal ideation for some users. In others, it can cause intense hallucinations, panic, or ego death, which you may not be mentally prepared for especially under emotional strain and intoxication.

So what is the most likely outcome from your described mix?

• Severe sedation
• Possible blackout or short coma
• Risk of choking, falling, or being found unresponsive and resuscitated
• No guarantee of death
• A significant chance of waking up disoriented, injured, or hospitalised

And because your bodyweight is relatively low, yes, the substances will hit you harder—but again, not necessarily fatally.

Too many people think benzos + alcohol = peaceful death. What it often equals is vomiting in a field, choking on it, or being found half-conscious and sectioned. I would read this thread which also goes into why this is not a good choice in method.

I greatly appreciate your reply, time, and information. I'm more stable than when I wrote the original post, although I still plan on CTB but will likely need to find a more realistic and reliable method. Dying seems a lot harder than it should be. Either way, thank you for your time.

 

[Halfhourdays]

I greatly appreciate your reply, time, and information. I'm more stable than when I wrote the original post, although I still plan on CTB but will likely need to find a more realistic and reliable method. Dying seems a lot harder than it should be. Either way, thank you for your time.

Dying is such a chore. Way harder than it should be.

Benzos and alcohol... terrible way to ctb, great way to take an alcoholiday.

 

[Raner]

I'd like to hear your story

Most of my memories are completely destroyed or distorted due to extreme trauma. But what I can reliably tell you from records and my own memory is being kept in complete darkness with no food for days at a time in the same room for years of my childhood. Being left for dead in a puddle of my blood in my early teens with my bones hanging out after someone ran me over with a car and left. Never had any friends, any romantic or sexual desire, obviously no girlfriends. So I developed a complete distrust and aversion to being around anyone even family.

I feel absolutely zero satisfaction or happiness or enjoyment in anything, and have no want for anything besides sleep or death.

A culmination of events to form a super unlucky life that I still tried through just will power to build something from completely ripped away.

I wanted to die for a long time but more recently I was actually arrested on suspicion of being a pedophile and distributor of child pornography (which I should clarify I am not either and never have been either), so every device I used to work or survive with is taken and my reputation is obviously obliterated for the next 5 or so months it will take for all of my stuff to be scanned for my exoneration. The exact reason I was given for my arrest was apparently I had posted online somewhere that I had a daughter I was abusing (which being a virgin I obviously do not have), I have no memory of saying that but it's likely some passing joke I have made somewhere in some edgy internet chat room- which you know is wrong to do on some level but I don't feel like the response is necessary... Either way it could be argued I'm necessary collateral damage for the protection of children or that I deserve it for saying something so senseless, but to me anything besides the current reality is irrelevant and I simply wish to die as I cannot sustain any of my plans for a future which I was not even enthusiastic about in the first place.

When I was arrested I was treated as if I were already guilty with zero care shown towards me, I was given no food or drink, ignored, and left in a cell with no intervention or information on what was happening while having a psychotic episode that lasted for weeks after I was released even, at some point and some how I cut my arm open in my cell and was sent to a hospital and given medication.

This is just what came to mind right now but I'd say it's only around half of my actual issues.

Tldr: falsely accused of being a pedophile and mind breaking childhood trauma

I'm going to answer this scientifically and compassionately, because I believe that if someone is going to ask, they at least deserve the facts.

First: 150mg of diazepam/valium and a bottle of whiskey is not a guaranteed method of CTB. It's a strong sedative combination, yes, but far from reliably lethal, especially for a healthy 22 yo male with no prior benzo or alcohol use. The risk of falling into a coma or respiratory depression is real, but so is the risk of waking up with memory loss, cognitive impairment, or worse—no lasting harm but extreme emotional fallout.

Even with low tolerance, the body has significant reserves, and benzos on their own (even in high doses) are not reliably fatal unless paired with something that causes direct respiratory failure—usually high doses of barbiturates or opioids. Alcohol increases sedation, yes, but it also increases vomiting, aspiration risk, and accidental injury without providing guaranteed unconsciousness, let alone death.

The addition of shrooms would only increase unpredictability, not death. If anything, psilocybin has shown, in studies, to lower suicidal ideation for some users. In others, it can cause intense hallucinations, panic, or ego death, which you may not be mentally prepared for especially under emotional strain and intoxication.

So what is the most likely outcome from your described mix?

• Severe sedation
• Possible blackout or short coma
• Risk of choking, falling, or being found unresponsive and resuscitated
• No guarantee of death
• A significant chance of waking up disoriented, injured, or hospitalised

And because your bodyweight is relatively low, yes, the substances will hit you harder—but again, not necessarily fatally.

Too many people think benzos + alcohol = peaceful death. What it often equals is vomiting in a field, choking on it, or being found half-conscious and sectioned. I would read this thread which also goes into why this is not a good choice in method.

I also underestimated the dose I would be given, I currently have a bit over 300mg hidden, but still I need to find something more lethal to add into the mix. Sadly not much seems to be available in my country and current circumstances.