Venting viscera

[acidkitsune23]

i feel disgusting i want someone to hurt me to hurt with me I want to cut until my arms and legs are covered in blood and I cant feel I want to drink until my organs fail I want someone to slam my head into a wall until its a bloody pulp I want it to be over someone please anyone please jusdf listen to me love me I want someone to hold me I feel miserablke i want to end ir all ill never be loved again i hate everything i just wanbt to take a shotgun and blow my brains out i will never be lobved again i feel horrible i want someone i cant do this anymore i want to ruin my life and build it back up i want to puke my brains out i feel so SICK IM SO SICK IM SO SIXCK OIM SO SICK im sop sorry

he moved on so quick i understand i just want someone top love me without feeling like im too ugly or fat for someone i want someone to fetishize me so i can feel some semblance of love i want someone to use me brreak me and build me up again i miss that euphoric feeling i want to be in love i hate him i hate myself for beign disgusting i want love i want someone to cut with me to enable me pleasde im so fucked i feel like im going to diue

 

[let.me.let.go87]

If this is about a breakup trust me they're only temporary you will move on I know it doesn't feel like it right now but you will I've been thru more than my share but I'm married now hopefully for good if I don't scare him off. If there's someone for someone like me? Then there someone for some like you for sure you just have to wait a bit longer

 

[PianoGoat]

God, if i could id give you a hug. You need comfort and it seems nobody is willing to give it to you irl.
Im telling you, fuck all of them, i hate them more than you do. You should realize that whoever that dude was probably was a fucking piece of shit. Youre more than that.
Get back up and live on. I swear tomorrow you will see yourself in a different light.
Look at yourself in the mirror. I bet youre so strong after everything you went through.
Now sure you can insult me because im being way too nice or invading your privacy or whatever i dont care, just look at yourself and realize you went through all of that.
YOU that person in front of you wrote this message here.
realize that you deserve better.
take care

 

[CatLvr]

 

[acidkitsune23]

God, if i could id give you a hug. You need comfort and it seems nobody is willing to give it to you irl.
Im telling you, fuck all of them, i hate them more than you do. You should realize that whoever that dude was probably was a fucking piece of shit. Youre more than that.
Get back up and live on. I swear tomorrow you will see yourself in a different light.
Look at yourself in the mirror. I bet youre so strong after everything you went through.
Now sure you can insult me because im being way too nice or invading your privacy or whatever i dont care, just look at yourself and realize you went through all of that.
YOU that person in front of you wrote this message here.
realize that you deserve better.
take care

Thank you so much i need to hear this <3 You are a wonderful human being and i wish you and everyone who replied to my post with kind words nothing but the best

If this is about a breakup trust me they're only temporary you will move on I know it doesn't feel like it right now but you will I've been thru more than my share but I'm married now hopefully for good if I don't scare him off. If there's someone for someone like me? Then there someone for some like you for sure you just have to wait a bit longer

Thank you so much :)

 

[Tig]

I feel you, breaking up is hard, especially when you love someone and they don't love you back.
Trust me, at 59 I have had my fare share of relationships gone wrong, it's hurts now, more than anything, but time will heal.
A new and better relationship is waiting just for you, go find it.

 

[PianoGoat]

Thank you so much i need to hear this <3 You are a wonderful human being and i wish you and everyone who replied to my post with kind words nothing but the best

Thank you so much :)

Hey you're welcome :), if you ever need to talk to someone or just vent a bit you can mention me and i will be there to listen to you :3