
madscotsman
Member
- Nov 11, 2024
- 52
Might have found some good sources for drugs again, going to buy a small amount first before a big bit to verify, I'll buy a big batch of ketamine and a little H and I'll be finding out if my pill I talked about making in another post works and if it does im gone. I'm deadset on this, I've accepted it, the emotions are up and down and how much I've accepted it changes daily, from being completely at peace and acceptance to terror ripping out of me to the point i know it would be impossible to go through with it all on the given day, anyone who can relate wants to talk about this? I know what I have to do I just don't know how bad this is gonna be for me, someone to talk to would help it.