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pulleditnearlyoff

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I wanted to make some weed tea to loose inhibition and beating SI in order to (freaking finaly) CTB. Anyone tips or experience with weed and CTB? How does it affect your suicidality?
 
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I wanted to make some weed tea to loose inhibition and beating SI in order to (freaking finaly) CTB. Anyone tips or experience with weed and CTB? How does it affect your suicidality?
ב''ה,

Don't, it's actually a depressant. It's not exactly a good idea to be smoking crack yet crack will probably scramble memories less than weed, as is weed's main function unfortunately.

I'm not going to talk down psychedelics but amphetamine derivatives seem sketchy for practically existential reasons and MDMA created the CA/UK Pleasure Island "are you ready to really love your job enough to go to prison for it and work for free?" that is the modern world, so maybe stick to the classics or at least you'd annoy me less if you did.
 
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No personal experience but some things to think about:
-For some people, weed can make them sleepy and apathetic. You may try it and just not care about killing yourself or you may just straight up go to bed instead.
-You don't want to be inhibited enough that you fail your attempt. Like, you don't want to be so high you can't follow the steps correctly or have the coordination to do things correctly.
-Also, THC affects everyone very differently. The same weed can make one person relax and another person freak out.

I always recommend people do a test with their chosen method of subduing SI. Make yourself some tea a few days ahead of time and see how you feel.
 
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ב''ה,

Don't, it's actually a depressant. It's not exactly a good idea to be smoking crack yet crack will probably scramble memories less than weed, as is weed's main function unfortunately.

I'm not going to talk down psychedelics but amphetamine derivatives seem sketchy for practically existential reasons and MDMA created the CA/UK Pleasure Island "are you ready to really love your job enough to go to prison for it and work for free?" that is the modern world, so maybe stick to the classics or at least you'd annoy me less if you did.
Well, it was just an idea and wanted to know others opinions. Sorry to annoy you…
No personal experience but some things to think about:
-For some people, weed can make them sleepy and apathetic. You may try it and just not care about killing yourself or you may just straight up go to bed instead.
-You don't want to be inhibited enough that you fail your attempt. Like, you don't want to be so high you can't follow the steps correctly or have the coordination to do things correctly.
-Also, THC affects everyone very differently. The same weed can make one person relax and another person freak out.

I always recommend people do a test with their chosen method of subduing SI. Make yourself some tea a few days ahead of time and see how you feel.
thank you so much for your helpful response. I have a choses method that I tried/tested a lot already. I'll do some tests with the tea.
 
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