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I was planning to CTB but everything went wrong
- Sep 29, 2024
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My cousin sucessfully CTB a month and a half ago, at first I had gave up to do it too. But honestly, I don't want to live anymore.
I shoud had died when I was a kid, I tried to live a good life and now I don't want it anymore.
I have Thanatophobia specially die while sleeping, it's something that I struggle to the point to give me panic attacks, the thought of process how it is to no exist anymore makes me panic.
I don't know how to solve it. I need to die but I am frightened of everything about it.
I shoud had died when I was a kid, I tried to live a good life and now I don't want it anymore.
I have Thanatophobia specially die while sleeping, it's something that I struggle to the point to give me panic attacks, the thought of process how it is to no exist anymore makes me panic.
I don't know how to solve it. I need to die but I am frightened of everything about it.