Story Wanting to CTB

[BetterInthanOut]

Hey everyone,

I've had thoughts of CTB my whole adult life and when I came across this forum I decided to buy sn and all the other bits just in case I wanted a way out in the future, even though I had no plans to CTB. They've all arrived now and since then, all I can think about is doing it now- like all my reasons for not leaving don't seem so important now? Anyone else had this?

 

[faust]

Hello, sorry you are experiencing such an issue in your life...
Every day I wake up I think that it would be better not to be awake and fall down to eternal sleep.
I think you can stay for a while there and talk to some really nice people before you go.
We are here for you

 

[LastRide]

Once you have worked out your method, yes for sure it's tempting....but then on the other hand, I have found that the possibility of ctb at any time because you have the means to do it make in the long run make your life more bearable, since you know you can try to hang on another day, and one more and so on....unless it gets too bad. And then you'll have to make your mind up. But if you did not have this urgent need to ctb before getting your SN don't think you have to use it just because it's there...WE ARE ALSO THERE ! So keep on talking to us to find out what you really need or want...