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nuclearsnake
Student
- Jul 11, 2018
- 145
The reason I want to off myself is my body. I'm trans. I'm very ugly, bordering on the ridiculous. I have bad teeth and skin due to shit genetics and neglecting myself during puberty.
Whenever see a attractive, tall guy I'm just in so much pain because that is something I'll never be. I'll never have this life and it kills me on the inside.
They keep saying how there's a solution for a every problem and nothing is as bad as it seems but this isn't true when your issue is your body. Nothing will really fix this. I feel cursed.
I just don't get why I'm not allowed to kill myself due to these circumstances. In addition to that my childhood messed me up, I have no social skills, anxiety so severe I can barely talk to the cashier at a grocery store or leave the house at all and I get stressed out quickly. I don't have any talents because I'm scared of failure. I honestly doubt I'm a human being.
It's so pathetic because if this is the only life we'll ever get why is it so shit.
Really, at this point I'm just leeching off the government. I'll never be able to be a functional human being in this society. So why am I not allowed to do the right thing and end it all. There's no point in suffering for 60 years.
Whenever see a attractive, tall guy I'm just in so much pain because that is something I'll never be. I'll never have this life and it kills me on the inside.
They keep saying how there's a solution for a every problem and nothing is as bad as it seems but this isn't true when your issue is your body. Nothing will really fix this. I feel cursed.
I just don't get why I'm not allowed to kill myself due to these circumstances. In addition to that my childhood messed me up, I have no social skills, anxiety so severe I can barely talk to the cashier at a grocery store or leave the house at all and I get stressed out quickly. I don't have any talents because I'm scared of failure. I honestly doubt I'm a human being.
It's so pathetic because if this is the only life we'll ever get why is it so shit.
Really, at this point I'm just leeching off the government. I'll never be able to be a functional human being in this society. So why am I not allowed to do the right thing and end it all. There's no point in suffering for 60 years.