
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 680
It's basically just this, I was feeling good this morning, I guess I was just willing to ignore shit. But now I chose not to keep riding that wave and everything is so dark again. Maybe feeling good for me will always be a lie I tell myself and it's never real. I'm so sad right now only the thought of suicide prevents me from falling into panic attack and the only thing that comforts me.