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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
197
I know it happens a lot, and I'm probably beating a dead horse by bringing it up, but the site was down for me last night and this morning. It worries me every time this happens because I wanna be able to make a goodbye post the night I ctb, and I'm worried the night I decide to ctb this might happen, and I won't be able to say goodbye to you guys :(
 
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failedmind

failedmind

Member
Oct 31, 2024
70
Yes same :/ It was down for me too.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Student
Dec 30, 2024
134
Samesies!
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
294
Yep it was down for everyone afaik. Had withdrawals for real :pfff: i tried going to the tor link too and it didn't work 😩
 
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wonderfulheaven

wonderfulheaven

夜は自己嫌悪で忙しい
Oct 31, 2024
79
yes it made me nervous w how long it was out for
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

Death is bliss
Nov 22, 2024
142
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,932
Yeah and it was longer this time. Withdrawal sounds about right.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,920
Ya they were just doing a system update. I had to resort to reading instead 🙄
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,960
Yes, for quite a few hours this morning.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,356
Yes. How are you holding up?
 
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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
197
Yes. How are you holding up?
I'm doing fine, it always just worries me when it goes down, but it's happened multiple times now so I've gotten used to it. How about you?
 
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Leopard2023

Member
Sep 24, 2023
97
Yes it was down for me today.
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Member
Aug 23, 2024
91
Yep it was down for everyone afaik. Had withdrawals for real :pfff: i tried going to the tor link too and it didn't work 😩
same
I felt so alone
 
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WhenIBreathe

Member
Feb 13, 2025
50
Yes. it made me panic because I joined so I didn't have to do this completely alone, and the thought of being alone with this again scares me.
 
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RoyalBengalAutistic

RoyalBengalAutistic

Member
Oct 14, 2024
52
I faced the same. Whenever this kind of thing happens, I immediately think the government have blocked the website
 
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unscrewedmoon999

unscrewedmoon999

Member
Feb 26, 2024
66
Yeah, it was down all morning for me (I'm in the US). Scared the heck out of me - I thought it had been shut down.
 
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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
475
This site better not go down, or get shut down

This community is so important and also last resort as a place to visit, for many of us suicidal people who have nowhere else left to turn to

Please, admins, do whatever you can to keep this site / community up for as long as possible

Thanks so much from bottom of my heart. Love this community
 
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living4others

living4others

Banned
Feb 23, 2025
37
I was also very afraid that its taken down. I was scared too.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
261
Yes it was down, it made me feel lonely and cut off.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Mage
Oct 13, 2019
542
Yeah was down. I went looking for replicas again in case it was gone for good like the .com one.
 
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kamikaze_shark04

kamikaze_shark04

Member
Dec 7, 2023
82
I know it happens a lot, and I'm probably beating a dead horse by bringing it up, but the site was down for me last night and this morning. It worries me every time this happens because I wanna be able to make a goodbye post the night I ctb, and I'm worried the night I decide to ctb this might happen, and I won't be able to say goodbye to you guys :(
same
I felt so alone
There's a tor link?
 
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