TowerUpright
Disillusioned
- May 26, 2019
- 602
I'm throwing this out there - I have a huge draw to CTB. I'm hanging on for a while (as much as I can) due to my kids and me not wanting them to grow up without a father. I know, even if I CTB'd now, they'd be financially taken care of and my wife would still be around.
My main reason for wanting to CTB is very elaborate and a bit more of a personal conversation. But a huge contributing factor for me is my weight gain - I'm approaching 250 lbs now, and have a huge problem with eating / drinking. So, rather than doing something about it, I'm simply putting more blame on myself for not having more self-control..
I think, though, if I lost weight, it would help with my depression. It wouldn't fix my main problem, but could make things a bit better for me. Let me hang on a little longer.
Does anyone else feel their weight (one way or another) negatively impacts your mental health?
My main reason for wanting to CTB is very elaborate and a bit more of a personal conversation. But a huge contributing factor for me is my weight gain - I'm approaching 250 lbs now, and have a huge problem with eating / drinking. So, rather than doing something about it, I'm simply putting more blame on myself for not having more self-control..
I think, though, if I lost weight, it would help with my depression. It wouldn't fix my main problem, but could make things a bit better for me. Let me hang on a little longer.
Does anyone else feel their weight (one way or another) negatively impacts your mental health?