Discussion What are you writing in your suicide note?

[MourningFlower]

I'm curious. I'm currently drafting my note for next year, I might post it here when I'm done. I'd like to know, for those of you who are leaving a note, what have you written in it?

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Well, when I was going to leave a note it went something like:

"If you're reading this then that means I have successfully committed suicide. Please understand that I have wanted a peaceful exit for a long time. I have tried and found that I have no purpose in the world. No talents, or skills that can take me further than I am now. In this hopelessness, I decided it would be best if I take my own life. Living on would be too painful and too pointless. On top of all this was the pain of having a toxic mother and a father who abandoned me. There are people who have helped me that I'd like to thank...."

And then I wrote thank you messages to every person that impacted my life positively. I really left out blaming anyone, I find that to be pointless. You're going to go, and be dead and gone... there's no point holding onto to your anger when these people won't care. People move on, well with my situation they will. Close family and friends may never really move on easily, but if you're estranged to the world and the world has done you dirty, there's no point in talking about it for the last time, because the world doesn't care. That's just my take on it. I decided not to write a suicide note because I don't feel like people really care about me that much. *shrugs*