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Rocksandsand
Specialist
- May 26, 2019
- 396
I have this weird little three day rule. Because my means is SN, I would need to commence the antiemetic regime. So I say to myself, 'you have 24hrs and then you can start the regime.' So far I have started the regime twice and gotten a day in and decided to abort the attempt...
I'm not sure if this will help anyone, but I found it really helpful with the SN method
I'm not sure if this will help anyone, but I found it really helpful with the SN method
Might wait until tomorrow morning, and just busy myself with video games tonight since I hardly get sleep anyways these days. Really want to CTB but I'm scared to kill myself. That's the only thing stopping me right now. Also using SN. Have my antiemetics and SN ready.
Rocksandsand
Specialist
- May 26, 2019
- 396
I have them in my kitchen cupboard too - sometimes I can't stop thinking about them there, calling my name.
I always just remind myself that this isn't something to be rushed. I'm sure you've seen the SN threads where people have dived in without a lot of consideration beforehand and ended up in quite bad situations. You have your entire lifetime to get this right, so kick back with some gaming tonight and then get some rest, and then consider your options and maybe think about starting your meto if the time is right.
I know how hard it is when you feel like one more night is one too many. Whatever you decide to do, stay smart and safe x
I always just remind myself that this isn't something to be rushed. I'm sure you've seen the SN threads where people have dived in without a lot of consideration beforehand and ended up in quite bad situations. You have your entire lifetime to get this right, so kick back with some gaming tonight and then get some rest, and then consider your options and maybe think about starting your meto if the time is right.
I know how hard it is when you feel like one more night is one too many. Whatever you decide to do, stay smart and safe x
