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Soon4me

Soon4me

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Jun 15, 2018
1,591
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Normaly i don't remember my dreams.
But last night i dreamed that i was running along the edge of a river.
I had no feelings.I wasn't scared,happy,sad just no feelings.
I don't know where i was running to or what i was running from.
 
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Sidestep

Sidestep

Student
Aug 15, 2018
128
I was an assassin or hired gun or something of that sort and I was discussing plans with a few other people but I don't remember the details or who they were.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Today nothing. I normally dream nightmares or fast sequences of unpleasant images through my head.
 
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Ssname

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
268
Nothing this time. I sometimes have really weird and specific dreams. I think it is the combination of Meds and alcohol. I didn't used to be a person that drempt much at all
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Well without going into a whole lot of detail I was at my last job talking to people I use to work with trying to get information out of them about how things have changed since I left. As much as I tried I couldn't get any info.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
I had three really awful PTSD-related nightmares, one of which actually happened to me so I guess it was a memory. But I relived it in my sleep. Needless to say I didn't sleep well.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I had three really awful PTSD-related nightmares, one of which actually happened to me so I guess it was a memory. But I relived it in my sleep. Needless to say I didn't sleep well.
I have a few constant reoccurring nightmares that are PTSD related
 
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midastic

Student
Sep 1, 2018
139
I dreamed of being snitched on by a friend for talking about suicide which led me getting called up to the assistant principal's office at school only to get committed to a psych ward. Mainly was dreaming of how shit my life is and how I am a horrible person. Can't wait to get peace soon.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
I have a few constant reoccurring nightmares that are PTSD related

This was one I hadn't thought of in a looooong time. Lovely to have that come up in my subconscious.
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Nothing.Or at least i don't remember dreaming anything.
 
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LastLeg

Soon to Die
Sep 4, 2018
14
I was dead
 
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agreement

agreement

Mage
Mar 26, 2018
544
don't remember nothing specific
 
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cccitrus

cccitrus

i just want death and
Aug 14, 2018
40
I was an assassin or hired gun or something of that sort and I was discussing plans with a few other people but I don't remember the details or who they were.
Project: Jhin
 
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PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,030
Oh not last night but the night before I dreamed I was at see with someone for our last night... It was so peaceful...
 
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cccitrus

cccitrus

i just want death and
Aug 14, 2018
40
I don't remember a lot but i was meeting up with a good friend i'm not friends eith anymore
Rip
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
The last 2 things I remember dreaming about last night was actually falling asleep in my car then falling asleep on a bed outside somewhere and as soon as I fell asleep for the second time in my dream I woke up in real life.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
The movie "Inception" was pretty good
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
I never really remember my dreams and usually when I do they are weird.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I dreamt that I jumped in water to drown myself and had the feeling of loss of body strength and mental capacity..people saw my distress and pulled me out and I remember thinking why are they doing this.
I guess that translates into the belief that some aspects of my life are no longer under my control and I am sinking.
 
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Neon

Neon

Member
May 20, 2018
53
Reading this thread reminded me that I haven't really had any dreams for a very long time now, i miss when i used to dream.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I dreamt I went into a burger shop to get food, and got upset with a stranger. When I came back to my place, my things had been left out in the parking lot so I'd just been kicked out of where I'm staying. Felt like a warning.
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
Last night I dreamt I was alone in the darkness sobbing
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I was in a cottage in the woods with my family, and our cat ran away and went missing. We found her in a lake struggling to swim with one of her paws chopped off.

My brain sucks.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
I rarely remember my dream the odd nightmare but otherwise nothing.
And that pisses me of coz judging by my state waking up i had a great dream
 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

Student
Aug 5, 2018
133
For the last three months I've only been having nightmares about the past...
Damn, guilt is a horrible feeling.
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Sometimes i dream about this site.Last night i dream about Rex the mod from here.He was wearing his sunglasses from his previous avatar
even though we were on a moonlit beach,and every time he would whisper in my ear,he would sound like Arnold Swarchenegger.Then the tide start to come in,the water hit us,and i jump and wake up.
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
last nights dream was about sorting pot seeds.... I have never sorted seeds of any kind.
 
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