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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
I hate how my sister outshines me. Even though she's younger than me, she's like the sun, and I live in her shadow
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
My sister was always jealous of me , everything I was doing in life while she chose to be a stay at home mom.

When I was young she was playing with my gift before me.

She has a bad caracter, almost always shouting at her kids even these days while they are adults , i feel bad for them.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
I hate that my older brother pretended to care about our father after he died. Acting like he was a great dad even though he was a deadbeat to every single one of his children, myself included. He only cared because he wanted to see if our dad had any inheritance, but personally I don't want my father's dirty money because he abused me and abandoned me. I don't have anything bad to say about my younger siblings though, in spite of their flaws, I think they're great people.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
I hate that my older brother pretended to care about our father after he died. Acting like he was a great dad even though he was a deadbeat to every single one of his children, myself included. He only cared because he wanted to see if our dad had any inheritance, but personally I don't want my father's dirty money because he abused me and abandoned me. I don't have anything bad to say about my younger siblings though, in spite of their flaws, I think they're great people.
Yes when there is an inheritance, you see real people's nature.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
My sister was always jealous of me , everything I was doing in life while she chose to be a stay at home mom.

When I was young she was playing with my gift before me.

She has a bad caracter, almost always shouting at her kids even these days while they are adults , i feel bad for them.
I'm jealous of my sister
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
I forgot when my grangfather died , we are 4 grand children , she took over and took his dodge caravan and that's it , zero for us instead of selling it and splitting the money in 4.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
Yes when there is an inheritance, you see real people's nature.
Yeah, that's when I knew I'm better off not being involved with my older brother. He's a heroin addict anyway, I don't think it's good for me to be involved with that.
 
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Iamtired

Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
My brother is a careless wreck less sociopath/narc who manipulated me into believing that he cared for me/ had my best interests when he actually has no genuine human emotions except anger just so he could get a lifeline/money. After I gave him 2 years of my undivided attention/energy playing therapist when I have no buisness doing this for another person, I end up getting brutally injured and he once again manipulates me into thinking it was somehow all my fault.
Oh and he claims that women have easier lives than men and this is somehow justification. For how he treated me
Yes when there is an inheritance, you see real people's nature.
My brother would slit my throat for a quarter. Absolutely sure of it.
 
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xinino

xinino

Anti humanist
Mar 31, 2024
398
I don't know. I have four siblings. They are like strangers to me. I have not talked to them for years, nor do they do to me. Although we lived in the same house, we are not interested in each other. I only sometimes talk to my old sister "because she considers me like her son since I was a little baby or whatever"
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
518
my parents compare me a lot to my sister. im jealous of her, but i learned that i couldnt do nothing about it. so instead i decided to protect her. i became the best brother i could. i shielded her from all she was supposed to suffer. i think i did too much for her. but i sometimes feel a little sense of achievement everytime she smiles.
 
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ClaudeCTTE

ClaudeCTTE

Misunderstood...
Aug 22, 2023
264
Of my two older brothers, I can't complain about one of them because I am aware that his habits are part of his condition (Asperger's). However, the one I can complain about is my oldest brother.

My oldest brother is supposedly the "normal" brother, although it's possible he has undiagnosed ADHD.

- What I hate the most about my brother is when he tries to downplay my desires or interests as if they were useless things and always tries to gaslight me. Basically, he discourages me from living.

- If I say I want to study something related to art, my brother tells me I'll starve and that art is pointless when AI already exists.
If I tell him I'd like to visit Japan, he says that in that country "they don't like foreigners" and that people CTB. Oh, but he loves talking about China because he loves that country and says it's the best.

- My brother wants me to get a job that pays me a lot of money, not one that I enjoy, and I'm not interested in money at all. For him, money is more important than anything. He loves capitalism.

- On the other hand, my brother is always complaining 24/7 about left-wing people. He also loves talking nonsense about LGBT people, black people, and indigenous people. Seriously, what does he have against all those people?

- Sometimes he would tell me that I should work as a slave.

You know what's the most ironic thing about all this?
HE WAS THE ONE WHO HELPED ME LOOK FOR THERAPY...
One of the people responsible for making me feel bad recommended therapy to me to feel "better"...
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
3,798
I only have one sibling, my younger brother, and I don't hate anything about him. I honestly think he's great and will grow up to do amazing things.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Of my two older brothers, I can't complain about one of them because I am aware that his habits are part of his condition (Asperger's). However, the one I can complain about is my oldest brother.

My oldest brother is supposedly the "normal" brother, although it's possible he has undiagnosed ADHD.

- What I hate the most about my brother is when he tries to downplay my desires or interests as if they were useless things and always tries to gaslight me. Basically, he discourages me from living.

- If I say I want to study something related to art, my brother tells me I'll starve and that art is pointless when AI already exists.
If I tell him I'd like to visit Japan, he says that in that country "they don't like foreigners" and that people CTB. Oh, but he loves talking about China because he loves that country and says it's the best.

- My brother wants me to get a job that pays me a lot of money, not one that I enjoy, and I'm not interested in money at all. For him, money is more important than anything. He loves capitalism.

- On the other hand, my brother is always complaining 24/7 about left-wing people. He also loves talking nonsense about LGBT people, black people, and indigenous people. Seriously, what does he have against all those people?

- Sometimes he would tell me that I should work as a slave.

You know what's the most ironic thing about all this?
HE WAS THE ONE WHO HELPED ME LOOK FOR THERAPY...
One of the people responsible for making me feel bad recommended therapy to me to feel "better"...
Lol why does he love China and think that it's the best?
 
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ClaudeCTTE

ClaudeCTTE

Misunderstood...
Aug 22, 2023
264
Lol why does he love China and think that it's the best?
Because China is a technologically advanced country and since he is a software developer, he is interested in technology and business.

He likes that this country cares more about money than having LGBT rights (he loves to speak badly about LGBT people).

I don't know what other nonsense he says, but usually all he knows about China is from Youtube channels that always praise China.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Arcanist
Jul 25, 2024
402
My older brother is ignorant and incapable of empathy to other people, he has his head inside his ass at all times and i hate him for it.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
I don't have siblings. I'm an only child, and an only grandchild of my grandparents.
It all comes down to me.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,426
I hated my sister because she was a narcissist and treated me so awfully in secret whilst acting like a goody two shoes in front of my mum so that I get the blame. Thankfully she's dead now so I don't have to bother with her bullshit anymore. My only other sibling now is my brother and I don't hate him at all. He's the only person irl who likes being around me
 
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pain6batch9

pain6batch9

Chronic
Aug 25, 2024
184
It's completely the opposite with me. My bro is the loser, I'm meant to be the shiny one, (I would argue I'm anything but that…) I wish he would be a better person. Not for me, I don't give a shit. But for my old man. I can't hate him for it though. I did wonder whether he had a learning disability and discussed it with the folks, but they didn't seem to buy it. I'd love him to get tested.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,218
Both of my sisters are younger than me but the older of the two is the nonverbal autistic one. I hate most if not all of her behaviors that can't be reasoned with and that she feels compelled to do no matter how embarrassing it is. In the past few years she stopped caring about holding in her waste because she knows she gets a free shower and when she does take a shower she likes to stay there as long as possible. Due to her eczema she also tends to get itchy really easily and tries to take her shirt off a lot which is why we often can't go out in public anywhere. Another behavior she sometimes has is she starts trying to copy everyone and everything. You'd think this would be pretty easy to manipulate but usually it isn't. It just adds more wasted time. Like let's say I need to make her bed. If she sees me do it, she will then proceed to mess it up herself, grab my hands to copy the motions I made, and then leave it in a worse state because she pulled everything around. It's beyond frustrating to constantly have to deal with to the point where even my wageslave job feels like heaven in comparison.

My other, youngest sister I don't hate as much, if at all. We're actually pretty close and she even joins me and my friends when we hang out sometimes. She's pretty normal but she's had to deal with her own depression and she used to cut herself too. She also has a tendency to pick horrible men as boyfriends and every time I try to tell her they're bad for her she never wants to hear it even though she even once admitted that I've been right about every single boy she's ever dated. Those are the only two things I'd say I really hate about her.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
528
There's to much, the abuse the fact I'll never be as strong the fact they used me, not all of em in that way, but whatever, the fact we act like we're all we got when we are the ones who hurt echother the most, it's strange and it's hard, with everyhing I feel towards them resentment hate and disgust but i cant say that it's like some kinda stockholm type shit im not sure, guilt fear that they might be right and fear that this is the closest I'll get to a connection, guilt that I can't be better then this, and hate that I know what I know and still and fearfully guiltily keeping them in my life, there's just to much because it's indescribable, this whatever I typed down hear it doesn't fucking even begin to cut it, but nothing ever will.
 
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nux_walpurgis

nux_walpurgis

Me, my whispers and a broken God
Oct 18, 2023
172
My sister is skinny and has my dream body.
My brother is the spoilt younger child that parents do everything for him and but him anything he wants While he is not required to do anything
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,204
A step sibling is the reason I became suicidal to begin with. I suspect we hate just about everything about each other. Although, we've managed to avoid one another for decades now. They would be the trigger for me though. If I'm put in a position where I need to see them again- that could be the push I need to CTB. It's phobia level for me. (I believe them to be a narcissist.)
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,266
I hate that they're (sister) dead.
 
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