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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,331
I'm at the point where money can't buy my happiness and no matter what I get for Christmas it'll be pointless in the end.

That said I could tear up some Christmas cookies right now.

Everyone that answers with death, ctb, happiness, or anything along those lines gets their lifespans doubled out of spite.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,931
Nembutal which would probably be a popular choice among suicidal people.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,005
my grampy (not having him is the biggest reason im not celebrating this year)
my june kitty if i could... (but i understand thats not as easy..)

my bf..even if just for an hour or so..

my parents... (all 4 of them...)

for christmas... i just want family... i just want love... its all i ever want...
 
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AliceinNeverland

AliceinNeverland

Soon to jump off this sinking ship...
Dec 14, 2023
50
a nice home in the leafy suburbs of the city. financial stability. oblivion.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
What do you want for Christmas?

1: The ability to build both friendships and intimate bonds with another person.

2: To be needed and respected.

3: A do-over.
 
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CouldaHvBeenARock

CouldaHvBeenARock

Farewell, My Concubine
Nov 16, 2023
146
Some peace of mind
 
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AsexualArgonianBard

AsexualArgonianBard

Member
Dec 11, 2023
16
Goodness, some financial stability is all I need. My latest depressive low saw me bedridden for several weeks, and it didn't help that I got sick and lost a friend 'round the same time. I let those difficult feelings take control, and what do you know, I suddenly didn't have a job!

Now, normally, my response would've been, "I don't celebrate Christmas." However, I might just get myself a little treat if I manage to make it to an interview before the first of the year. Wish me luck, lads!
 
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Phantomygg

Phantomygg

Member
Sep 21, 2023
24
I just want someone to love me
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,467
I lost all my guitar picks, so need more of them
other than that I don't really celebrate holidays
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
So, if we are restricted to physical objects, I would like a car. It doesn't even have to be a nice one, just a reliable, base-model Honda Civic or something.

However, I have as of yet been unable to translate my unreasonable thirst for the old dudes into finding a sugar daddy. So, barring that, I second the cookies.
 
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iori011x3

iori011x3

Selflessness, contribution, service ❤️
Nov 28, 2023
147
the $200 psych textbooks for my next uni term. my ass couldn't find them online for free :/
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
255
I guess things money can't buy. Freedom from a lifelong illness that I have no chance of recovering from. And the end of suffering for everyone. Plus about a dozen donuts that would be nice
 
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AInilam

AInilam

Student
Dec 17, 2023
173
To have passed in my sleep--only to wake up in a new body in a world of my making just like in What Dreams May Come.

Memories of this life all but a distant dream.
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
505
I don't know. I feel so apathetic about everything other than death right now. Even when I'm less depressed, I'm not big on material goods. I guess enough money to live alone and not worry about money would be nice, but that's incredibly unrealistic. People who I trust and am close to? That also not really a gift that can be given. I don't have a realistic answer because I can't think of anything I care about enough to want.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,500
I want a magic spell to tidy so I don't have to do it myself. One of those enchanted broomsticks from Disney's Fantasia, 1940 would be good.
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
941
I made a short Christmas list to rekindle the good old days. I went online to buy, suffered brain fog, boredom, and fell asleep!

On my birthday, I did exactly that.


Anhedonia is creepy.
 
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