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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,513
Both before and during my ctb attempt yesterday, and for my attempt tomorrow I've been noticing something differently than my previous attempts. I'm actually exited about it. In almost all of my previous attempts I'd be hesistant towards going through with it. Like, I'd find every reason not to. But not this time. I don't feel hesistant in the slightest! In fact, I wish this day would go by faster! I litterary can't wait to be out of this misery. Instead of feeling scared or uncertain, I'm just feeling relieved and exited! I'm no expert, but I personally belive this is a sign that I'm genuinly ready to go this time. So if you ever feel more exited and/or relieved at the thought of ctb than before, it probably means you're ready to go. If not, it could be that there is something you're desiring that you need to do or experience before you go. For me it was that I needed to get to experience actually being cared for and loved one more time before I went, witch I have and now I feel fufilled. Like there is nothing holding me back from ending it rn. Thought I'd share in case it'll come in handy for someone else who is looking to ctb but might not be entirely ready yet. Just wish I had at least a tiny bit of apettite so I could enjoy one last big meal before I go like I've always wanted to but ohh well. Guess I'll try to have some ice cream this evening if anything. Anyway, hope this helps! Good luck to those of you out there who is looking to ctb, and good luck to those of you who are going for recovery also! May fate be on your side! Sending my best wishes + lot's of love <3
 
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inviável

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May 27, 2023
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I agree with you! Just thinking about the day I'm going to ctb my heart races, and I just can't wait to the day reach!
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,513
I agree with you! Just thinking about the day I'm going to ctb my heart races, and I just can't wait to the day reach!
I'm happy for you! Hope you succeed, and I hope I do too!
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
326
Thanks for posting this! I'm ready for my time as well when I CTB. This encourages me to encourages me to have a successful attempt. Best wishes to you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,179
Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace! Best wishes 🫂
 
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SomePeacePlease

Existing before Exiting
May 28, 2023
43
Best wishes, and I hope you find some well deserved peace.
 
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dhaak

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Dec 25, 2023
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I just hope you all find peace ❤️
 
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opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,870
You sound so sweet for real. Sending you every wish of peace and happiness for your journey, we are with you.
 
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Iloveher

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Jul 17, 2024
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I am sorry that this world will have one less amazing person in it if you are successful, but I really hope you find your peace
 
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thebelljarrr

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Apr 26, 2024
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I get u very much, hope it will go smoothly for both of us. Love & peace to you.
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
254
I know the feeling as I myself am close to the day. Best of luck to you! May you find the peace and rest you seek!
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,513
Thank you everyone. <3
 
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Ironborn

Specialist
Jan 29, 2024
396
My first attempt I felt the most peace I had in decades, glad to be free of this life, excited to see what comes after. I look forward to feeling like that again on hopefully my last attempt.

Safe journey traveller.
 
Dececemus

Dececemus

"There's someone in my head, but it's not me."
Jul 11, 2024
6
May you find peace and tranquility and as always, safe travels!
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,866
Okay, thank you for explaining that. I guess I'm not fully ready yet because I have one last thing to do. But after that I guess that's it then for me too.
May you find peace and tranquility and as always, safe travels!
Nice profile picture!
 
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fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
653
Thank you for sharing this, and all your contributions to the forum. I hope everything goes well, and you can find peace. Good luck<3 🫂
 
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Artemisia

Experienced
May 24, 2024
237
I definitely agree. I always said that someday, when I was no longer capable of taking care of myself, I'd do it. For the past 2 years I've seen that day coming closer and closer, but I still wanted to live. Still wanted some stupid doctor to finally help me, and so I cried and cried and postponed it. Now I have no more hope, I'm slowly (because I'm so sick I can't do it faster) getting things ready and looking forward to finally having peace.

You're probably not with us anymore, so really hope you've found your safe place, the peace you were looking for!
 

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