Hope no one minds if I put this here
I don't really want kids, a wife, a family,
Me personally I feel like most of the world and most of those hopeful people are extremely toxic, feel sorry for you, insecure don't want to understand anything and just dismissive of other people's problems and just want people to seem happy to keep their own delusions, fueled by nothing but their own egos, right in their own eyes bullshit.
At this point all I want is to disappear seclude myself from the rest of society buy a few things to make life more tolerable like booze, weed, maybe a video game or two live with a few friends and most importantly help poor people and homeless people it makes life a lot more tolerable for me.
But god damn I'm just so fucking annoyed by life
This constant people worship, fueled by people insecurities and childish pride, this constant bitterness towards people who are suffering, constant divides over differences, hate fueled speeches, wars and violence. The constant one up man ship doing this you don't like, buying stuff you barely even need, to impress people you barely like, making you fucking miserable being trapped in doing what you hate simply because you can't be paid to do what you love.
All this so called necessary evil to sustain human existence as if any of it matters having kids that didn't ask to be born, non-existent people that don't care for existence for a world that won't care about them, but pretends like it needs them for some sick vicarious immortality, or some vague need for the human race to continue on as if that fucking matters oh please you'll be too dead to care if the entire human race goes extinct and you call that depressing oh please you know what I call depressing.
Birthing people into this world with constant pressure to success, incessant non-consentual competition, and being viewed as weak, something to be despised, or evil for not participating in this bullshit. Then having them work to be a drone for some big wig that doesn't give a fucking shit about their employees and just want to buy a yacht on sunday after going to church while there is some starving homeless man that needs food and water and that same guy will just turn the other cheek and walk away with his just world fallacy and survivorship bias thinking that this homeless man deserves what he gets.
I just feel tired, pissed, aggravated and no one would understand and I feel this everyday
I don't really want kids, a wife, a family,
Me personally I feel like most of the world and most of those hopeful people are extremely toxic, feel sorry for you, insecure don't want to understand anything and just dismissive of other people's problems and just want people to seem happy to keep their own delusions, fueled by nothing but their own egos, right in their own eyes bullshit.
At this point all I want is to disappear seclude myself from the rest of society buy a few things to make life more tolerable like booze, weed, maybe a video game or two live with a few friends and most importantly help poor people and homeless people it makes life a lot more tolerable for me.
But god damn I'm just so fucking annoyed by life
This constant people worship, fueled by people insecurities and childish pride, this constant bitterness towards people who are suffering, constant divides over differences, hate fueled speeches, wars and violence. The constant one up man ship doing this you don't like, buying stuff you barely even need, to impress people you barely like, making you fucking miserable being trapped in doing what you hate simply because you can't be paid to do what you love.
All this so called necessary evil to sustain human existence as if any of it matters having kids that didn't ask to be born, non-existent people that don't care for existence for a world that won't care about them, but pretends like it needs them for some sick vicarious immortality, or some vague need for the human race to continue on as if that fucking matters oh please you'll be too dead to care if the entire human race goes extinct and you call that depressing oh please you know what I call depressing.
Birthing people into this world with constant pressure to success, incessant non-consentual competition, and being viewed as weak, something to be despised, or evil for not participating in this bullshit. Then having them work to be a drone for some big wig that doesn't give a fucking shit about their employees and just want to buy a yacht on sunday after going to church while there is some starving homeless man that needs food and water and that same guy will just turn the other cheek and walk away with his just world fallacy and survivorship bias thinking that this homeless man deserves what he gets.
I just feel tired, pissed, aggravated and no one would understand and I feel this everyday
