cait_sith
Brain rotted, often missing word
- Apr 8, 2024
- 201
Like many I expect there to be nothing after death but one thing that I would really be thankful for would be before entering my well-deserved nothingness there would be a friendly Morgan-freeman-kind-of character appearing in front of me in a white suit on a cloud just explaining to me calmly why I was born this way, why I had to suffer so much, what purpose my suffering had iin a kind of like satisfying mind-fuck explanation that makes me slap my forehead and say "ohhh, no way, so this is why I had to be born". There would be no point being angry as it was all over and everything gets explained to me by a character that has no part in creation. If you read Huruki Murakamis "Hard boiled wonderland" I want that kind of twist where everything falls into place in the end, like the world itself wasn't even real in the end, like the earth experienced is just a a neuron of a galactic turtles brain, and said world was especially built around predetermined pitfalls set for me, and all the bad things that happen to me happened so that the neuron gets fueled by the energy my suffering caused, or something like that. And the whole thing would be so ridiculous that I wouldn't be angry, like i would be if it turns out there really is some kind of evil god that punishes people even after life. it would be kind of a reward for having gone through life before your consciousness would get neutralized. Would you like something like that too?