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Buddyluv19

Experienced
Dec 13, 2018
272
What if ...

Someone you had always seen as strong and successful -
Someone you had relied upon in your darkest hours -
Someone you could always call to give you a laugh, or just listen -
Someone you never thought would be gone - suddenly was gone.

What if?
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I'd be lost and shattered
 
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deathbycakes

deathbycakes

Member
Sep 14, 2018
97
happened to me. that's why i want to die
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
Already happened. Love you Dad!
 
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daikon

daikon

trash golem
Dec 26, 2018
142
That's the number one reason why I have to ctb right there
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
That's life.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
already happened
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I know it too well, after too many times. The loss never gets easier.
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
That's Life.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Been through it many times already....it frankly sucks beyond belief
 
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Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
It would suck.
Just like about anything in life.
I honestly don't get the point.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I'd be jealous.
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
Been there, done that, got the tee shirt. Happened many time to me in my time. Repeated pattern of my self destructive behaviour always happens. Bpd always wins
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I never had any person like that in my life. It would be very good to have such a friend .
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
That is life, cruel and cold.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
For me its basically myself. My depression elimated all my strength and good characteristics. I grieve my old self and it destroys me.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
For me its basically myself. My depression elimated all my strength and good characteristics. I grieve my old self and it destroys me.
I don't know myself not depressed. Now that I know what depression is I can't remember a time that I wasn't depressed. My whole personality is either a symptom of depression or a coping mechanism
 
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LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
We see each other often but I feel like she'd hate me if I continued to rely fully on her after all this time.
I want her to kill me and finally end this, I know that it would make some people suffer a lot but I don't think I can go on like this.
 
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