Discussion What is one thing you want to do before you ctb?

[vonvonwantpeace]

things I likely will do: travel solo and Eat my favorite food!

 

[Rhea]

If you do that I can almost guarantee that you'll post-pone your attempt or stop the attempt mid way. Either way, have fun and good luck.
Though I only have a few days before my hopefully last attempt, beating Divinity original sin 2 DE again would be nice, don't know if i have enough time though.

 

[Ratbat]

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If you do that I can almost guarantee that you'll post-pone your attempt or stop the attempt mid way. Either way, have fun and good luck.
Though I only have a few days before my hopefully last attempt, beating Divinity original sin 2 DE again would be nice, don't know if i have enough time though.

Its mad how we put it off playin games abf such like because no matter how bad it is its harder to let go

 

[AsexualBarbieBoy]

Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.

 

[Ratbat]

Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.

Make ur date after u finish it

Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.

Whats it about u got a blog i wana read it i wantef to make an album ep but i kno itl never happen so im lookin for the exit

 

[Readytogo227]

I want to lose weight. I know that seems stupid but I want to at least get back to my college weight before I ctb.

 

[Polar_]

dye my hair blue.

 

[pole]

things I likely will do: travel solo and Eat my favorite food!

TRAAVEEEEEEEEEEL!!

just feel free and visit beautiful places around the world, explore and understand different cultures and people. maybe help out, charity wise, missionaries like building homes abroad and travel at the same time? have fun really.

 

[HGL91]

I want to lose weight. I know that seems stupid but I want to at least get back to my college weight before I ctb.

I lost a lot of weight in 2 months. Substituted coffee for food. Isn't good for mental health though.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

TRAAVEEEEEEEEEEL!!

just feel free and visit beautiful places around the world, explore and understand different cultures and people. maybe help out, charity wise, missionaries like building homes abroad and travel at the same time? have fun really.

yeah at least you had a great day on your last days...

 

[oopswronglife]

Everyone thinks they would do something like travel but the reality is most of the time you feel too terrible to do ANYTHING...let alone something that difficult. Just today whilst trying to cope with a likely life changing diagnoses I will probably get soon (trying to get a straight answer for weeks now), on top of it already being on the edge, I had the though of buying a good camera (sold mine years ago) and going on a last trip documenting the journey. But the reality is if I can do that I will question if can survive, and the reason I haven't done either is because things are so bad and keep getting worse. Some people do find a way for a final trip etc..and I may yet...but I've said I am going to over and over. Also there is the matter of traveling with methods. Likely to get caught eventually and the only option is staging it somewhere you want to end up...but things change and you never know when the right moment will be. Unless I can come up with a super crafty hiding place.

 

[Black_Knight]

I want to trip really fucking hard, and I want it to be a good one. I want everything that's happened in my life to unify and come into context and then I want to let it all go. I want the heavens to know that I am reaching for them with all of my strength, regardless of whether or not I am worthy. I want to do what it takes.
My desires are simple enough.

 

[sadsadinfp]

Watch a sunrise or a sunset, stargaze, take a walk in a forest.

 

[EmptySteph62]

I'd love to actually publish one of my novels, go cage diving with great whites, and go dogsledding but alas.... probably won't make it to any of those things

 

[snowman626]

i wanna have sex, kiss, and cuddle with a beautiful 20 year old girl

 

[LordVonFig]

Im a musician and ive always wanted to make my own songs. I dont care about trying to get it famous or anything. Its really just for myself.

 

[Life+me=error]

Traveling, which I am doing rn.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

another reason I want to spend all my little money left in my bank account.

 

[k75]

I don't care about anything anymore. I just want to finish packing my apartment up.

 

[k3v3r]

Go for a very long walk with my dog

 

[Ratbat]

I want to trip really fucking hard, and I want it to be a good one. I want everything that's happened in my life to unify and come into context and then I want to let it all go. I want the heavens to know that I am reaching for them with all of my strength, regardless of whether or not I am worthy. I want to do what it takes.
My desires are simple enough.

What u wana trip on

Im a musician and ive always wanted to make my own songs. I dont care about trying to get it famous or anything. Its really just for myself.

Same.bro i got my phone jacked lost all my recordings and multitrack software

 

[Xaphous]

Have one single conversation in my entire life but I won't get that

 

[Ratbat]

Have one single conversation in my entire life but I won't get that

Hey bro im.sorry talk to me

 

[NextBusLeaving]

Go for a very long walk with my dog

Strange side story. My childhood dog died when I was in college. I took her out when I got home every day bc no one else was home yet.

On her last day she insisted on taking a long walk around the house, looking and sniffing at each door, waiting for someone. I actually told her, "girl, theres no one else home to open them." We circuited the house and she died that night. It has always haunted me, looking back.

 

[woxihuanni]

Nothing. Everything hurts immensely.

Bit of a vent on the side: People, don't tell someone who is clearly not walking in this world anymore to watch fun, virtue-signalling shows. The very idea feels like hell. I would never do that when I was happy, and I am not doing now.

 

[Baskol1]

I dont know, because in the moment i dont want to die.

 

[AShadowOnMe]

Clean my house. I'm an absolute slob and I feel bad about making others deal with it.

 

[Ratbat]

I dont know, because in the moment i dont want to die.

Same
Get high one last time make sure everyone i love knows il be better off

 

[Higgy123]

If I had enough money I would skydive

 

[Ratbat]

See the ocean an jump in