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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
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Hey i'm saving up for nitrogen. But i live with my parents so obviously i don't want to ctb in my home. What is the best place to ctb? I also can't afford a hotel or motel.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
Only you can know that.

I used to think of killing myself in front of my parents all the time. Hoping to splatter brains on them, but I've cooled off. Now I just want them leaching through the floor on my downstairs neighbors.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Only you can know that.

I used to think of killing myself in front of my parents all the time. Hoping to splatter brains on them, but I've cooled off. Now I just want them leaching through the floor on my downstairs neighbors.
You want to mentally torture them?
 
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killing me softly

killing me softly

don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in
Dec 28, 2018
171
not sure if this is realistic with your method, but...
i'm a big fan of going for a hike. one of my daily searches is of different hiking areas. my personal plan is to find a relatively rural locale with a major hiking trail that includes a sign in book. i'll put some particulars, including that i'll be on a 2 week hiking trip so as not to trigger a search for me too early. i'll then hike in along a main path but diverge at some point into a 'path less traveled' area where i'll set up and make my final peace.

i imagine a coupla N tanks aren't terribly conducive to the process, but i'm sure where there's a will there's a way.
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
530
I would personally CTB in the forest/woods. Its quiet and peaceful there.
 
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RoadLessTraveled

RoadLessTraveled

Member
Jan 9, 2019
25
I would personally CTB in the forest/woods. Its quiet and peaceful there.
Seconding this, but I also understand not everyone has access to the wilderness unfortunately.
Can you drive/have access to a car? I'd recommend driving out to somewhere relatively remote (a parking lot after hours works well!) and performing it there. Its all the privacy of a small room with none of the expenses!
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
Choosing a place means setting a date and that also means force it on myself if im not in the mood, because we all feel different levels of pain on different days and times during the day. So im planning doing it at home.
 
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LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
I would very much prefer to hang myself at home, I like it there and there's the perfect spot.
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
I'll probably pack my argon canister and everything into my car and drive up into the rainforest, park somewhere near a stream. I'd like to die surrounded by nature.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Have you thought about the forest yet, or some abondoned house? Otherwise I'd recommend a hotel room but you said that's not an option.
 
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