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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

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hello guys, i'm just confused but lately I started loving how SN works. But there are some others like Nembutal, Pentobarbital. What are the difference between them?
 
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Sodium Nitrite is a salt for curing meat and it's easy to get hold of on Amazon, as it isn't illegal. It has mixed results with some people being "saved" if they call an ambulance in time. There have been some successful CTBs here lately with SN.

Nembutal is used for euthanising animals and people in legal Euthanasia. It causes death more swiftly than with SN, but it's illegal and hard to get hold of.

Nembutal is the holy grail for people who want to CTB swiftly and peacefully.
 
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Sodium Nitrite is a salt for curing meat and it's easy to get hold of on Amazon, as it isn't illegal.

Nembutal is used for euthanising animals and people in legal Euthanasia. It causes death more swiftly than SN, but it's illegal and hard to get hold of.

Nembutal is the holy grain for people who want to CTB.
thank you so much. now it's all more clear
 
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Nembutal is a powerful barbiturate, hence the discussions about getting "N" from "A" on the dark web.
 
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Sodium Nitrite is a salt for curing meat and it's easy to get hold of on Amazon, as it isn't illegal. It has mixed results with some people being "saved" if they call an ambulance in time. There have been some successful CTBs here lately with SN.

Nembutal is used for euthanising animals and people in legal Euthanasia. It causes death more swiftly than with SN, but it's illegal and hard to get hold of.

Nembutal is the holy grail for people who want to CTB swiftly and peacefully.

Why would they feel the need to call an ambulance? Out of fear/survival instinct or is it painful?
 
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Why would they feel the need to call an ambulance? Out of fear/survival instinct or is it painful?
I'm no expert but I assume the fear of death might kick in after they take the SN, it might be too painful for some people, etc. One poster here hadn't done the anti-emetic regime, so she was crashing around in her hotel room vomiting. The people next door to her alerted the hotel staff who called an ambulance. She was taken to hospital and saved.
 
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I'm no expert but I assume the fear of death might kick in after they take the SN, it might be too painful for some people, etc. One poster here hadn't done the anti-emetic regime, so she was crashing around in her hotel room vomiting. The people next door to her alerted the hotel staff who called an ambulance. She was taken to hospital and saved.

Because of the pain

How painful is it? What kind of pain?
 
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How painful is it? What kind of pain?
A poster who liveposted his CTB mentioned a headache and some others spoke of stomach pain. Other than that, we get lots of conflicting information.
 
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ancryxia

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A poster who liveposted his CTB mentioned a headache and some others spoke of stomach pain. Other than that, we get lots of conflicting information.

Well it must've been really bad if it was bad enough for people to call an ambulance
 
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Adding onto what others are saying, it is important to note that people who have taken the antiemetics often don't log back on. People who say, "I failed SN" usually didn't take the antiemetics.
 
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Well it must've been really bad if it was bad enough for people to call an ambulance
The ones I know about didn't call an ambulance. The headache poster died as far as we know. He stopped posting after about 30 mins. Another lady liveposting said she was dizzy and went silent. Her death was confirmed in the news the next day.

The one who had an ambulance called didn't choose it. She hadn't taken anti-emetics and was vomiting and crashing around, although blacked out. The hotel guests heard the noise next door and an ambulance was called. She was taken to hospital and saved.
 
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The ones I know about didn't call an ambulance. The headache poster died as far as we know. He stopped posting after about 30 mins. Another lady liveposting said she was dizzy and went silent. Her death was confirmed in the news the next day.

The one who had an ambulance called didn't choose it. She hadn't taken anti-emetics and was vomiting and crashing around, although blacked out. The hotel guests heard the noise next door and an ambulance was called. She was taken to hospital and saved.

I think I'm checking out in a few days. Either then or mid-january. Just waiting for the holidays to be over with so the guilt of leaving my family can fade a bit.
 
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well guys, i thought it wasn't painful :(
i mean i hope it's not with antiemetics, it's my last hope for leaving this bad life. i'm such a coward, i'm afraid to hang myself or other methods. i also saw some dignitas's videos and patients were all peacefully dead
 
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